Cas was in Deans room trying to find Johns diary, Dean told Cas not to go in his room with out permission but one time wouldn't hurt would it? Maybe it's under his bed Cas thought, so he went over and effortlessly picked up his mattress he saw a leather bound book, 'That looks like it' Cas muttered to himself so he reached under the mattress towards the book he lied the mattress down and sat on Deans bed and looked at the book
'this isn't it...' Cas said thinking out loud, he looked at the dairy like book and opened it to the first page, it read: Dean's do not enter.
Cas hesitated at this, Dean wont find out though will he?
he turned the page and carried on reading
12th november 2012
Hey
to day was ok , despite the fact that cas just left with out telling me, god he has to stop doing that it gives me a heart attack, I'm thinking he's gone off cause he can't be bothered with me. God I sound like Sam, that's just how Cas makes me feel, different but in a good way, he makes me happy when there's no reason to be, I hide it cause I'm not a 12 year old girl,and I'm not gay, Do you think he feels the same way I mean when hes human cause when he's an angel he doesn't have feeling he wouldn't feel the same,
I'll think about it
bye
Dean