the latest one-shot from englishkiller
so this one isnt really 'gramatically correct' and the paragraphs are short because i wrote it exactly how i thought it, and almost verbatum at the scene at the end. so read it as it was meant to be read, because i did that on purpouse.
i was going for more raw emotion, because a friend wanted me to write her something so she wouldnt feel so bad
i know its short, but i still want to know what you think.
Time to Think
Time to think, he said.
Time. To. Think.
That's the stupidest thing I've ever heard in my life.
No.
You think, you move on, end of story.
Thinking doesn't take time.
It takes a coward.
Because that's the part that really hurt. That he couldn't say it to my face that it was over between us. I could've lived with 'over'. But the possibility that he could change his mind?
Maddening.
"So who's the new guy?"
"What?" I looked up from my daze and looked at my friend Charlotte.
"The guy that you like now?" she looked at me questioningly.
"Char... we broke up yesterday."
"Well I know you're not broken up about it, and you don't cry."
She didn't mean to be harsh. I know she didn't.
Because I was the 'move on' girl.
The one who you went to with your problems, because she wouldn't get emotionally involved.
That's who I was to this school.
That hard-core, bullet-proof image was the one that I projected.
Of course, she wouldn't ask me how I felt, if I was okay, if I missed him.
Not me.
I wasn't expected to feel.
I was expected to move on.
So yeah... leave me a review telling me what you think or PM me