I look down at my tear sodden pillow, and once again think to myself
that I should get over my problems. I mean, really. How childish can I be?
I don't get what I want, and I throw a fit and a half about it, and cry
like a baby. The only problem was that I couldn't get rid of this certain
problem very easily. Because to get rid of this problem, I'd have to get
rid of the one and only person I loved most in the entire world. Yamato.
Yeah, okay, so it sounds harsher than it really is, but try to look at it from my point of view. I come back to Japan after 4 years of living in America, ready to tell my all time crush and love how I really feel about him, and then I find out that he's going out with some hoe from the cheerleading team. Yeah, okay, so I used to be a cheerleader. Hell, if I hadn't left New York, I still would be. But this girl, she's just so. eww. She's a major dog. Seriously. So what am I supposed to do? The only thing I can think of after watching Romeo + Juliet and crying for 3 hours, is the only thing that Romeo + Juliet could think of. Death.
Yeah, it sounds like a desperate and permanent solution to a temporary problem, but nothing else in the world means anything to me. I live only for Yamato, and now that someone else has claimed him. there's nothing left for me in this world. Thinking this, I trudge into my kitchen, and grab the sharpest knife that I can find. I walk back up to my room, wondering if I should leave a note, and decide against the idea. I don't want everyone to know that I killed myself because of a guy. I put the blade against my wrist, and as I prepare to slash at my skin, the doorbell rings.
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Gee, someone forgot to take their happy pills this morning... ^^; hope you likes! there will be more! I promise! review!!
Yeah, okay, so it sounds harsher than it really is, but try to look at it from my point of view. I come back to Japan after 4 years of living in America, ready to tell my all time crush and love how I really feel about him, and then I find out that he's going out with some hoe from the cheerleading team. Yeah, okay, so I used to be a cheerleader. Hell, if I hadn't left New York, I still would be. But this girl, she's just so. eww. She's a major dog. Seriously. So what am I supposed to do? The only thing I can think of after watching Romeo + Juliet and crying for 3 hours, is the only thing that Romeo + Juliet could think of. Death.
Yeah, it sounds like a desperate and permanent solution to a temporary problem, but nothing else in the world means anything to me. I live only for Yamato, and now that someone else has claimed him. there's nothing left for me in this world. Thinking this, I trudge into my kitchen, and grab the sharpest knife that I can find. I walk back up to my room, wondering if I should leave a note, and decide against the idea. I don't want everyone to know that I killed myself because of a guy. I put the blade against my wrist, and as I prepare to slash at my skin, the doorbell rings.
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Gee, someone forgot to take their happy pills this morning... ^^; hope you likes! there will be more! I promise! review!!