It's raining like hell was rising from underneath the earth and it's taking over heaven. Where am I going? My stomach wants food, my heart is broken, my minds want to space out, and me I want him. Ok that's it rose you're going insane I can't believe one man has done this to me. I'm supposed to be the badass reckless rose who doesn't take no for an answer. Who am I laying? He wasn't just a guy I end making out with, he was so much more. I love him. For once in my life I have learn to love and boom... what happens life decides to take that away from me like always. Give me a break bro I do need one. What the heck is this radio playing? That's it I change it to something bet-..... Wait I remember this song, Lissa used to listen to it all the time and I criticized it cause it seem so depressing. But now it fits in so much in my life.

Raindrops, Fall From, Everywhere
I Reach Out, For You, and But You're not there
So I Stood, Waiting, In the Dark
With Your Picture, In My Hands
Story of a Broken Heart

where are you comrade? Why can you just here me? You said you'll always be there for me .I got out of the car and start kicking at the door letting all the anger out and frustration out. What do you do when you lose everything that matters in life? How can I keep walking when I keep going in circles in the same direction every time that always end in a dead end.

Stay With Me
Don't Let Me Go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Want to Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

why couldn't you stay with me? Back to my senses I forgot I was in the middle of the road. I heard a car honking me. I don't feel like moving whoever it is can just go on over me it doesn't matter, anything matter anymore.

I'm Trying and Hoping, For The Day
When my touch is enough
To Take The Pain Away
Cause I've Searched For So Long
The Answer Is Clear
We'll be OK if We Don't Let It Disappear

This damn song keeps playing, I was so right when I said it was depressing. He was like a drug no matter how much I consume me always wanted more, every time we try to be away from each other we kept getting closer. I've search so long to find him, and not even one place I have found him. It's like he isn't in this planet anymore. Since the day I found out that mason was wrong and he hadn't turn strigoi and he had escape my hopes just rise like that movie the underworld: rise of the lycans that a good movie. I forgot the car still was honking. What the hell was wrong with that car? Can a girl just cry over the love of her life, Gosh is like the whole world didn't understand that there's something call Now the passenger start getting out. I turn around, I don't care anymore, and nothing matters. I left behind my best friends, my career, the people that care for me, nothing was left Dimitri was maybe in Jupiter if he can ever get there.

I've searched my heart over
So many many times
No you and I, is like no stars to light the sky at night
Our Picture Hangs Out Of Tune
Remind Me Of The Days
You Promised Me We'd Always
And Never Go Away
That's Why I Need You To Stay

Someone touch my shoulder, he sound so wear like an old man that has travel centuries, but not even that can make my heart stop like he's word did when he said my favorite word in all the universe

"Roza" was it really him.

I turn around to find a tall man with brown hair and brown eyes staring at me like he had found his heart.

"Di...mi...Tri" I almost couldn't breathe. He hugs me repeating over again my name. What just happened? My head feel dizzy all I can hear is the song playing in the background over and over again, all I can smell is his after shave.

Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Want to Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

There's something wrong here I can feel it, everything turns darkness now but I can still feel his smell and his arm around me shaking me screaming my name.

Oooo... Oh oh
don't leave
so I stay waiting in the dark...

I woke up. I'm in the cabin and Dimitri is next to me. I feel so weird I just got the strangest dream ever. I dreamt that we have an attack and I thought that he turn strigoi and I remember me leaving the school and finding him........ And all this happen after we did it, but we just did it, something inside of me start screaming like I know where this is going .

" dimitri" is all that comes out of my mouth.

He stands up in the bed and look at me, he knows there's something wrong.