Hello minna-san, I'm deelaNErth :3
Well, you know... it's my first time to upload my fanfiction's story in english language. :)
But don't worry, this story have been beta-ed x3 (Shinoyume Rin)
Give an applause for my beta reader, yeah
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Warning :
-This story will be containing a lot of Ooc-ness and craziness thing that won't happen in KnB canon.
-I don't have OC here but I mix this story with some character in other animes (crossover? yeah maybe x3).
Here, "Their" appearance is same but their behavior definitely not
I'll give note after story for "them" in each chapter.
-This story contains boyxboy, homophobic please don't read and don't flame me
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Disclamer:
-All of characters in this story never be mine.
-Cover belongs to its owner (I just edited it)
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Happy reading~
Don't forget to read and rate :D
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I'm a winner, an emperor.
Winning is an absolute thing, right?
Wrong. I've experienced lost.
Yes, that time, in a winter cup between my Rakuzan and Seirin, I lost.
Lost in the first time.
Because of that...
I had no more choice I can choose.
I had to turn my back from basketball.
And became the way I'm now.
A boss from criminal organization.
Funny. So funny!
But that is my live now.
The way of criminal.
Interested?
My name's Akashi Seijurou, this is my story.
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It's a moment after I lost for the first time. A raging pain etched on my heart. Why? Why does it hurt so bad? There is neither blood nor scar that I can see. Is this because I lose?
Is this why people cried when they lose?
... I see. I understand it now. It hurts.
However, in my case... Is this the signal when deadly times come to me?
I'm an emperor of anything. I must not lose.
Losing is death.
Well, it's Tetsuya after all. He could beat me and I knew from the beginning that I've a chance to lose.
Here I go. I fall from my own crown.
So that...
The Emperor Akashi Seijurou will never exist again.
I said that was not for nothing or acting... Well, this is because I made a freaking deal with my father. A deal that no one can imagine or want to know.
And thanks to that, I must become one of that.
Ah... It's okay. If I must do that kind of thing after beaten like this, I won't regret anything. I think I'm glad that my last time for playing basketball is against you, Tetsuya.
"It's you... no, it's your team's win. Congratulation." murmur can be heard as I give my hand, silently asking for shaking hands with him.
Tetsuya, the light blue haired, jerked. Maybe he didn't even think that I want to do something like shaking hand.
"Also, prepare yourselves. Next time we'll be the victors" I said that with pride. Somehow, I believe that Rakuzan will be the winner on the next championship, beating Seirin to their bone. But that will be...
... Without me. Of course.
Tetsuya's glint of shock passing on his genuine eyes, then the angelic smile curved on his lips, some spots on his corner eyes filled up with tear.
Tear? What for those tear appeared? Or is it sweat? Whatever is that, I don't mind. He took my hand, we are shaking hands and smiling gently.
"Alright. Let's play again." His soft voice escapes his lips and through into my heart. Stabbing it badly. Moreover, I feel the hurting in my chest getting worse when he's looking depth at me. "Again, and again. As many times as you want" he continued what he left with a lovely but straight tone.
I'm answering him with a silent nod.
Play again? As much as I want, huh? I don't think I even can do that, Tetsuya.
... This is my last time after all.
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After that moment, my team gives salute to the winner of winter cup, and then a ceremony for closing game held. As a runner up, Rakuzan took some photographs. Photograph for runner up, huh? It's new to my live. But well, I don't know why, I feel that I enjoyed my losing. Wow. Am I mad? Or I already crazy?
While I've been talking with my team after all of activities passed, suddenly my whole body tensed up. A chill running down in my spine, making my eyes widened and my body shaking lightly.
I can sense it!
Someone's glaring at me. Glaring as if they want to tear me apart.
I'm urging my shoulder to stop moving. Hell! I don't want he's thinking that I feared by him! Moreover, I don't want anyone know that something happened to me!
So...
Alright dad. Alright. I'll never break my promises! You don't have to say anything! I already knew what must I do!
Just go away right now!
Go. Away!
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Argh!
Behave yourself Seijurou...
Calm down... Calm down. You can handle this such a thing. Don't let it take your emotion.
Calm down please...
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I need a moment to get my composure back. And after my anger has gone, unconsciously I escaped a low sigh.
However, no matter what, I can't stop myself from thinking unnecessary thing. That's why, in my depth consciousness, I'm asking myself 'Tell me, what should I do after this?'
Unfortunately, I just have one answer.
... Go home.
Exactly.
It's my destiny after all.
I must give myself to him. That was our commitment. Then, I'll take over all of it.
Oh, maybe I can make him canceled my punishment. So, I must...
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... Well, like he will allow my punishment to be canceled.
Impossible!
For him, winning like breathing.
A losing is losing.
Lost means death.
A loser must die.
The meaning I am, the loser, is must—
"What happened, Akashi?"]]