Sailor Senshi Soliloquy

Chap. 1: Guardian of Time

Lady Leioana Phoenix

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It's quiet. Too quiet...and dark. How could I forget the dark? It is always dark. Just like I am always alone. Eternally alone and forever sad. Not what you call peaceful or comforting. I hate being alone and sad, but this is my existence.

Why? Why was I the one chosen for this role? This cursed fate is not what one should have to live though. Oh look now. I'm crying and on my hands and knees. Why does it hurt so much to be alone? Why can't one have another? I feel terrible. I've never cried before. It feels horrible. I guess I can cry now because I was with them for so long. I love them all but I can never be with them. I am alone. The others...they can have each other but I can only watch them and hope that one-day I too can be with them forever. My time with them is short and litter with pain and darkness.

I wish the princess well. She was always so sweet and caring. She loved us all with her entire heart and made room for even more people. She gave me the strength to do what I must and what I love. She gave me the ability to Hope and Wish. The ability to Dream for something better. She is my role model and my dearest. I love her above all. Time. That is my responsibility.

I wish for the prince, whom I loved and yearn for, but can never have. I hope that he can love the princess and care for her eternally. He has the strength and will to live on and do as he must. He was always caring for us and helping us. He is a king of life and I will always love and admire him. Time. That is my existence.

I pray for the others. The others like me, that are to protect and love the princess and prince. They are very dear to me. They are my friends and I love them dearly. I hope that someday, sometime we can be together without battles or darkness. For a moment I want to be like them, with them. I want to be able to be happy and never alone. For a moment...but no, that is not the way that humans are to live. Time.

I am the Guardian of Time. I am the solitary guardian. A daughter of Chronos and keeper of the Garnet Orb. I am Sailor Pluto. I am proud of my life's existence. I will learn to be human.



"Dream of Loneliness right before you

Dazzling hearts bind this sky

Dream of Loneliness wounded

Dream of one person supports tomorrow"

: Dream of Loneliness