Pain isn't a Option
Summary: Two years before the four guys became BTR, Kendall and Logan were close buddies. But one night can change everything and for the good. NOT KOGAN AT FIRST! Eventual Kogan.
Pairings: Logan/Kendall
Disclaimer: Don't own any of BTR... IF I DID THAT WOULD BE TOTALLY EPIC!
Oh hey! I'm writing another Kogan! YAY FOR THE KOGAN! This has character harm. So yah warning.
Logan's POV-
"Yah.. I'll be more carefull next time." I said into the phone against my cheek.
"Yah. Being slammed into the glass 5 times in one game can't be good." My best friend Kendall Knight said laughing.
"My head was just somewhere else I guess." I chuckled. "I'm sorry." I was walking around my room picking up my laundry and other odds and ends.
"Well you better get your head in gear before the big game next week." Kendall said as I scratched my head. Suddenly my door slammed open causing me to drop the phone.
"Logan? Logan?" I heard Kendall's voice on the other line.
"Mom? What's up?" I asked picking up the phone.
"Hang up with your friend... We need to talk." She said fuming.
"Okay? Umm... I gotta go." I said.
"Okay... bye." He said hanging up.
"What's up mom?" I asked setting the phone on my bed side table.
"Who was that?" She asked shutting the door.
"It was just Kendall." I said standing up. She stumbled over to me and I could smell the liquor on her breath. "Mom... have you been out drinking again? That's not a good thing to do..." I said.
"Don't you tell me what to do!" She hit me across the cheek. My hand flung up to the pained area, and my eyes started to water.
"I wasn't... I sware!" I said cringing back.
"You should get new friends! Ones that aren't GAY!" She yelled.
"How do you know that my friends are gay?" I asked, confused how she knew. Kendall had came out to his family and James, Carlos and I a few weeks ago.
"I heard you talking! And I see how that boy acts around you! " She yelled grabbing my shirt. "And I will not tolerate a gay son!" She struck me a few more times before letting me go.
"Mom! Stop!"I yelled as she threw my hockey gear at the wall and out of her way. She picked up a picture of Kendall and I after a huge game last year, which we had won. She chucked it at the wall, shattering the glass.
"GO TO BED!" She screamed before slamming the door.
I went over to the picture and picked it up, cutting my finger in the process. "Ow..." I stuck it in my mouth as a reflex. I carefully pulled the picture put of the frame, trying not to get blood on it. I sighed, that was the best game ever! I shot a goal, that was almost completely impossible to make, and made our team win by a point. Kendall had came over to me and tackled me to the ground in happiness. His mom came over to us and took our picture once we were finally standing. I went over to my bed side table.
I picked up my phone and dialed a number I knew by heart. It rang twice.
"Hello?" A male voice asked.
"Hey... It's Logan." I smiled at the voice.
"Oh Logan! How are you? It's kinda late for a phone call don't you think?" He asked.
"Yah... But mom did it again." I sighed.
"Ugh... She drink to much again? Why do you stay with her if she does this? Why won't you move in with me?" He begged.
"I don't wanna leave my friends... Or Kendall..." I said looking at the picture.
"You tell him yet?" He asked.
"No... I haven't had the chance... And I'm afraid..." I whispered as I heard foot steps and turned off my lamp.
"Rejection does hurt... but you don't know if you will be rejected..." Dad said knowingly.
"Yah true... Mom yelled at me for having him as a friend. Saying I shouldn't be friends with someone whose gay..." I sighed laying on my back.
"She doesn't get to tell you who to hang out with. Or who to love..." He said. "You do..."
"Yah... Thanks dad. Love you. Night." I said as my phone beeped, signaling another call.
"Night Logan." He hung up and I switched the line over.
"Hello?"
"Hey Logie... I'm glad you're still up." Kendall's voice rang out.
"Oh yah... I just got done calling my dad."
"Your mom hit you again?" He assumed.
"You knew?" I asked.
"Yah you hardly call your dad unless that happens." He said knowingly.
"True." I laughed.
"So what are you doing tomorrow?" He asked softly.
"Umm..." I said shocked. 'Was Kendall.. Kendall Knight... the boy I have loved since we met, asking me out?'
"You still there?" His voice knocked me out of my thoughts.
"Yah.. no I'm free. Why?" I asked.
"Wanna go ice skating?" He asked. His voice wavered in nervousness.
"S...Sure. sounds fun." I smiled. I heard foot steps again. "Kendall... I gotta go... mom's approching." I gasped.
"Okay... Bye see you tomorrow." He hung up and I quickly placed the phone on the charger and rolled over to face the wall as mom opened my door.
I felt the floor shift as she walked across it. As my bed creaked under her weight I shut my eyes. She stroked my hair.
"I love you Logan..." She whispered and kissed my cheek. I felt her get up and leave.
'Why is my mom so confusing?' I sat up, after my door shut, shocked.
So Kendall and Logan are going to have their first date! The summary... isn't Kogan at first... it has to do with Logie! I love Logan! I want lots of reviews! Lots! PLEASE! I NEED THE ENCOURAGEMENT! :D