The Perfect Storm
DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN ANYTHING EVERYTHING BELONGS TO SHONDA
AN: THIS IS MY FIRST FANFIC JUST WANNA SHARE WHATS ON MY MIND. I HOPE IT'S NOT HORRIBLE. ALL MISTAKES ARE MINE. PLS BE KIND.
CHAPTER 1
The storm is raging outside. The lights are flickering. Callie and Arizona are in the blondes office.
CALLIE
Callie stood there completely devastated. She said to Arizona apparently I lost you.
It was as if time had stood still callies world is crumbling before her. She thought what is wrong with me another failed relationship. Another heartbreak. It feels as though Arizona is not even sorry that she cheated on her wife and destroyed her family. Its about the damn leg again. All that they have been through were all lies. Arizona can never forgive her for not keeping her promise not to cut her leg off. She did it to save her life but that did not matter to the blonde. What she saw in arizona's eyes were anger. Its my fault everything is my fault. Callies head is spinning she feels as though she was gonna be sick. Arizona her wife the love of her life cheated on her and blamed her for everything. She couldn't take it anymore she had to go away and process everything. She needed to get away from Arizona. Silently callie started to move towards the door.
ARIZONA
You didn't loose anything! I DIDI! Callie said apparently I lost you.
Arizona couldn't believe what's happening. Did she just really said that told her wife to stick out her leg so she could cut it off. Where's all this anger coming from? She made a mistake cheating on callie but lauren made her feel something that she had been missing. A part of Arizona that she lost in the crash. Arizona saw callie's face. Oh my god what am I doing. She can see the pain in her wife's eyes. She looks beaten and devastated. Then she thought about sofia. Then she realized she just destroyed her family. Broken her vows. Mark told her to take care of their girls and this is what she did. She was horrified. She felt sick and dirty. What am I gonna do? She was brought back to her senses when callie slowly moved towards the door. She wanted to stop callie but she didn't know what to say so she watched her defeated and broken wife leave the room. As soon as callie shut the door behind her Arizona broke down and cried! What the hell is wrong with me I cheated then instead of saying I was sorry I attacked callie. She broke her promise I trusted her I couldn't forgive her for cutting my leg off she wasn't there in the woods. She doesn't understand what ive gone through. She is whole and im not. Im broken I don't even know who I am anymore.
CALLIE
I walked out the door more heartbroken than ever. She didn't even stop me. Callie was walking aimlessly through the hallways lost and broken. She found herself going into her office and sitting down on her desk there she saw a picture of their family before the plane crash. They where in the park with sofia it was a lovely day they laid down a blanket and set up a picnic. Arizona was smiling eyes twinkling dimples out in full force while sofia busied herself with a piece of apple while callie beaming her mega watt smile at her wife n daughter. Thinking to herself its my fault I didn't try hard enough now my family is destroyed. She thought to herself Arizona never wanted this kind of life. Maybe she got trapped in a marriage she never wanted got forced to raise a child that's not even hers. Its all my fault she never had the life she wanted. Its all my fault. I love Arizona so much I want her to be happy. Lauren can make her feel thing that I cant. Lauren can make her happy. I have to let her go so she can have the life she always wanted.
Callie got a piece of paper and pen.
My Dearest Arizona,
You are the love of my life. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. You came into my life when I was at my lowest. You gave me a reason to smile and walk tall again. Who would have thought that a kiss in a dirty bar bathroom can lead us to this. I thought we are finally past all the hard stuff. Me being a newborn, you not wanting kids, the grant, the car crash, the plane crash. I thought we survived it all we made it together but I was wrong all those issues we didn't really resolved them we just settled for them because we don't wanna loose each other. When I think about it all those times it seems like you were giving up a piece of yourself bit by bit until you don't know who you are anymore. Ive forced you to give up your dreams, forced you to raise a child that you didn't want trapped you in a life you never wanted. Im so sorry Arizona for doing those things to you. Im sorry I couldn't keep my promise not to cut off your leg. All I wanted was for you to live because I love you and I cant imagine myself living my life without you in it. I already lost my bestfriend the father of my child. I couldn't bare to loose you too. And if you hate me for that then so be it but im glad I did because your still here and you lived but I guess you can never forgive me for it. I tried so hard for you to be ok I took all the blows because I love u. but there comes a point in time that even loving you was never enough. You wanna be happy and feel like your old self and I couldn't do that for you. All I want for you is to be happy zo. Lauren did that for you. Im so sorry for everything zo. I hope someday you would be able to forgive me. So as much as it pains me to say this.
ARIZONA IM LETTING YOU GO….
With all my love Always and Forever,
CALLIOPE
Callie took off her ring and her heart necklace and placed in on an envelope with the letter. She sealed it and addressed it to Arizona and left it in her desk. She composed herself so she can get sofia out of daycare so they can go home and pack. As callie was walking toward daycare she ran into Richard Webber. Torres come help me for a second I saw someone knocked out in the basement. Richard and Callie went down in the basement with a gurney. They helped the man in the gurney but suddenly something caught callies eye. The automatic circuit breaker for the power was down. She had to do something there are patients in danger because of the power outage. Callie approached the circuit breaker she needs to turn it on. Then a sudden jolt and the pain coursed through her body. Then all went black…
Richard was busy tending to the man that he was not aware of what Torres was doing. Then he heard it a buzz of electricity and a thud.
TORRES!
ARIZONA
I stayed in my office until god knows how long. I didn't even notice lauren coming in.
Lauren: Arizona we need to talk about what happened. Im not leaving it just like this. I like you a lot. And if you ever change your mind I will be here I will wait for you.
Arizona was just about to answer when suddenly karev burst in her office.
Karev: Robbins what the hell are you doing?! They have been paging you in the ER for the last 10 minutes. And then you are here with that woman who you cheated with your wife on while Torres you wife is fighting for her life in the ER!
Suddenly all the color in her face starts to drain. She can feel her heart beating in her head.
CALLIOPE!