Dear God, I know you exist. I also know you're nothing but a bastard, the bully with the biggest fist. I'm done praying to some absent, dead beat father, the world has enough of those, ironically the world, YOU created. But it's okay, you're just another let down, just another speed bump. Hell, you're the reason I can't have a normal life. I prayed to you endlessly, please fix my brother, please take away his autism please. I prayed begging you crying to be allowed to have a normal life. I prayed to be normal. I prayed to at least be able to keep my home. I have prayed to you for years on end and as usual you don't answer, you never do. But it's okay, I'll make it through without you just as I always have.