Authors Notes.

Hey everyone, here is another True Blood Story only Sookie Stackhouse Books versions. I have had this idea in my head for a really long time since I started reading books. I hope you all enjoy read my other story its called My Un-Beating Heart Belongs To You. Anyway here is the first chapter to my all human story with the amazing characters of the Books, but with the looks of the cast from the tv series =].

Summary.

Eric and Sookie have known each other their entire lives, Grown up together, are best friends, Sookie has been in love with Eric since she was fourteen years old, yet he only see's her as his best friend, she admitted to being in love with him, but he told her he only thinks of her as a friend, but when a new guy comes into the picture, will Eric finally own up and realise he has been in love with her since he was fourteen.

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Chapter One.

When it all began.

Sitting in her room, Sookies quiet sobs echoed in her room, she had just had her heart broken by her best friend. After three years she decided to tell the one guy who has been her everything since she was five years old she's in love with him, Only to have her heart crushed when he said he did not feel the same way. Wiping her cheeks of tears that had continuously fallen for hours. She reflected on what she went through. It made her sob harder because she felt so helpless at this moment.

FLASHBACK.

Sookies POV.

Pacing Erics room as I waited for him to come back from the kitchen I kept going over and over in my head that this was the right thing to do, she needed to tell him how she felt, maybe it was good, maybe he felt the same, maybe this was the start of something beautiful. Biting my nails again surprised I have any left to chew on I took one long breathe in and closed my eyes and just focused on happy thoughts.

Hearing the bedroom door open, I turned around and saw the most gorgeous man in the world, he stood at six foot four, short blonde hair gelled back, muscular shoulders that looked amazing in a tight sleeveless muscle shirt that showed of his amazing arms and gave you the great outline of his amazing body, I have seen so many times in summer when we went swimming down at the lake. I shuddered at the memory remember how he makes me feel just looking at him.

'Are you going to tell me whats wrong, I could hear you pacing from downstairs.' He said, his voice dripping with sexiness.

'I uhh.. um.' I stuttered, barely making a lick of sense if any at all.

'Sookie, what is it?' he asked stepping closer with worry spread over his face.

'I... I...' I was trying so hard to get my words out but I always seemed to become a mess when I was around him, but it was never this bad.

'You what, Sookie your starting to scare me here.' he said placing his hands on both of my shoulders, his touch sent electricity through me and I loved it.

'I love you.' I told her, he just smiled at me.

'I love you too, Sook, your my oldest and dearest friend, But whats wrong.' he asked, I could hear my heart crack, he did not get what I meant.

' No you don't understand, I love you Eric, I'm in love with you.' I told her, I felt his hands drop from my shoulders, I felt loss as if someone had taking my favourite toy away from me.

'You.. you what.' he asked, he was stunned, I couldn't blame him, but this wasn't how I pictured this moment.

"I'm in love with you.' I told him, I could feel tears prick my eyes, I could tell by his facial expression he wasn't taking this the way I dreamt he would.

'No.' he said, ' No this, you can't be in love with me.' he told me, this time looking me in the eye. ' Your my best friend you can't be in love with me, it's wrong, this can't happen.'

'Eric...'

'No, stop, Sookie just don't say anything, you don't love me. You can't be in love with me, it's not right.' he said, tears began to fall.

'But I do, I love you, I have for a really long time since I was fourteen, I thought you should know, I wanted to tell you because I thought maybe...'

'Thought what that I would say it back, Sookie, your my best friend, I mean, come on don't you see how this changes everything, Sookie you shouldn't have said anything. I don't want to be the villain here Sookie, But I don't feel the same way, I'm sorry.' he said, taking my chin in his hand he raced my face to look at him, using his thumb he ran it across my cheek to wipe away one of my tear.' I love you Sookie but as a friend. I don't want this to change anything between us even though on some level it will but I need you to understand, we are just friends.' I sniffled looking away from him.

My heart had broken into a million pieces, I didn't think I was going to survive much longer. He didn't feel the same, I feel like such an idiot, I'm a stupid person, I should have realised he wouldn't feel the same, Im not like his other girlfriends, not that popular, a cheerleader, beautiful, he obviously wouldn't want me. I often questioned why he was even friends with me we weren't in the same sections of school, him popular, me someone people knew but not the rich cheerleader/dancer.

'Sookie, I'm Sorr...' I cut him off, I couldn't bare to here him apologise for how I felt and how he did not feel the same. I felt so angry he thought he had to make an apology for my feelings. That cut deeper then anything.

'Your sorry, I've heard it, I need to go, I've already embarrassed myself enough, I may see, talk, bye...' And I grabbed my bag and left, tears continued to pour, running to my car, I practically ripped my door off, shoving the key into the ignition and raced home, I needed to be as far away as possible from him.

My phone started ringing off the hook, I knew who it was by the ringtone, Eric.

I couldn't talk to him or face him after that, How could I be so stupid to think by telling him how I felt it would give me the one person I have wanted for the last three years when nothing I did before made him notice me, not the clothing, the slight flirtation, the minor touching his leg, chest, hand. Everything every magazine, internet site and what my friends told me did not make the slightest difference. He doesn't love me...

END FLASHBACK.

Sookie look out the window, it was a hot day, and everyone was outside laughing and joking being in love it made Sookie want to vomit, Sookie just wanted to hide away and hope she wakes up tomorrow and realise nothing about today actually happened and that it was a nightmare, so she could go back to mentally imagining Eric and her in her mind. Deciding she should at least know something was going on in the world to make herself realise this was real. She saw several missed call and several texts.

Hey Girl, Did you tell him? text me later A x (Amelia)

Sookie, What happened to my brother, he's been acting strange since you left. Pam x

Hey sis, can you tell the rents I wont be home for dinner cheers love ya Jas x

Sookie, Please pick up your phone E x

Sookie, Please pick up, We need to talk E x

I get it your upset, but please pick up I need to know your okay, we're okay E x

Call me Please E x

Sookie just stared, replying to Jason and Amelia, She lied to Pam saying she had no idea what happened, she didn't want to face one Northman let alone another one who could make things worse. Sookie was staring at Erics messages, Sookie didn't know what to say, how do you go about talking to someone who a few hours ago you just told you were in love with them, and for them to say they didn't return your feelings. Picking up her phone she replied to him.

Just forget what I said, I get it, Just friends, Speak Soon S x

A few minutes later her phone beeped with a reply from Eric.

Okay, I hope your okay, I don't want to lose you Sook, I'm sorry E x

You have nothing to be sorry about. See you at school S x

K, see you at school E x

Sookie spent the night crying her eyes out, realising she would never have the happily ever after, she wouldn't get to kiss Eric, hold him while she sleeps, have him be her first, get to show him off as her boyfriend, she would never get to be happy she got the guy she loved. By the time mourning came Sookie felt like death, dreading school in a few hours, knowing she would have to face him and pretend like nothing happened even though she would be dying inside.

beeeeep

I'm outside, come out when your ready, We need to talk before school E x

He was driving her to school, this can't be good, Sookie could only think...' Time to plan my funeral'

Authors Note's.

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Let me know and shall try and update very soon =]. Till next chapter my sexy readers.

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