Okay, here's my first attempt at an ooey-gooey one shot. I have ideas to continue the story and make it full length, so read & review and let me know what you think.
I don't own Twilight or New Moon or any of their characters and am making no profit from this story.
We had decided to walk around Port Angeles for a while. As we walked down the street hand in hand, the smell of spaghetti hit my nose and my stomach growled. I hadn't realized ravenous I was. Edward stopped in front of the Italian restaurant and turned to face me.
"I'm a terrible boyfriend."
"What?" My eyes popped open wide. "Why?" He sighed .
"Because I can't even remember to feed you. Here you are, starving to…" He shivered. "…death. And I can't even do one good thing and feed you. What's wrong with me?" His jaw clenched and he looked away.
"Oh Edward. You are b not a bad boyfriend. I didn't even think to eat something. Its not your responsibility to feed me." He didn't look convinced and I was worried by the look on his face. "Come on, Eddy Poo." I grabbed his hand and tried to pull him towards the restaurant. He wouldn't budge. His face was frozen in a look of terror. " I Eddy…Poo?" /I I laughed.
"Just kidding." I finally got him inside and we were seated. A tall lanky boy, maybe a year or so younger than me came to wait on us. He handed us menus and and left to go get us waters. Suddenly, Edward leaped at me.
Edwards POV
We sat down and I took Bella's hand across the table. I just stared at her, wondering what I did to deserve an angel. She looked lovely in her Sapphire blue blouse, the smallest trace of red tinting her cheeks. Our waiter came with menus and though he asked b us ' what we would like to drink, he only looked down at Bella. Well, not at Bella…at her shirt. No, I down /I her shirt. His thoughts floated over to me and my clenched my fists to resist the impulse to attack the lanky kid.
I Nice…she's hot. And her shirt's unbuttoned….wow…she's got huge…I've got to get closer. I
He inched closer to Bella and started to crane his neck to look down her shirt. I snarled just loud enough to get his attention and he looked over at me like noticing me for the first time. I snarled at him again and curled my lip over my razor sharp teeth. He gulped and darted away to get our drinks. Then I practically leaped across the table to Bella. I took her shirt in my hands and roughly buttoned the top three buttons all the way to her chin. She jerked back, looking bewildered.
"Edward!" She squealed. "What are you doing!?"
"Boys are vulgar." Throughout the rest of the meal, we were served by a girl named Jenny and I smiled smugly to myself. I had scared off the stupid boy who thought he could look at Bella's…Bella interrupted my thoughts.
"Edward? Why did you button up my shirt and growl at the waiter? Was he..looking…" She flushed.
"Yes….and he was thinking inappropriate things." Bella's face darkened three shades of red. "He has no right to do that. No one has the right to look at you like that except for-" I stopped suddenly, realizing what I was about to say.
"Except for who? Who has the right to look at me like that? And think things like that?" She smirked.
"Well…um…except for…well…except for …me." I looked up into her eyes. Her smirk was gone, replaced by something gentler.
"Really…Since when did you have the right to look at me like that?" She was smirking again.
"Well…umm…" I was stuttering again.
"Edward calm down. Let's go home." She took my hand we headed back to the Volvo.
Bella's POV
The ride home was eerily silent. We drove at 120 mph for miles, in utter silence. I had to do something. Edward looked like he was in deep thought and that worried me. I really hoped that he hadn't taken me seriously in the restaurant. He knew he had the right to look at me intimately…didn't he?
"Edward?" He jerked his head towards me, looking startled. He looked worried. "You're not mad at me are you?" He looked relieved at my question.
"Of course not. Are you mad at me?" I shook my head and smiled.
"Nope. You'll stay tonight, right?" Edward smiled and we pulled into the driveway. Charlie's car was missing from its usual spot. As we entered the house, I spotted a note on the kitchen table in Charlie's handwriting.
Bells,
Some guys from work and I are going to the canyon for some fishing. Four hour drive so I had to leave early. Got to be there at dawn. Be back tonight.
Love, Dad
"Well, I guess we're alone," I crooned in the most sultry voice I could muster. He looked amused, but he lifted me into his arms and carried me, bridal style, up the stairs to my bedroom. He lied me gently on the bed and snuggled close to my side. For a minute, we lay in silence, but he was the first to speak.
"Bella…I'm no good for you. You should…" He looked pained. "get a human boyfriend…one who's good for you like I'm not."
"What?!" I screeched. "I'm not going to EVER tell you to get a hot she-vampire girlfriend, so stop telling me to get a human boyfriend. I don't love any humans the way I love you, Edward. And I never will!" He looked surprised by my out burst.
"Bella, its just that…I can't do anything for you. I don't have to eat, so I didn't think about you having to eat. Like I said, I can do absolutely nothing for you. I'm no good." He looked away, ashamed.
"Edward, earlier, in the restaurant, you were right." He knit is eyebrows together in confusion. "You do have the right to…look at me…like…that." I could feel my face grow hot. You're my boyfriend and I love you, so much. You have the right to take what you want…I'm definitely not stopping you. But… you've never taken those…" I was sure my face looked like a tomato. "…those…liberties." His eyes went very wide. "Edward. I love you and I trust you to be gentle, but please, please…" I leaned my face in, less than half an inch from his. "I want you to make love to me. Now." I stroked the side of his face with the back of my hand. The gaping silence was deafening.
"Bella, you know I can't. I could never live with myself if I hurt you. If I lose control…"
"Please?" I whispered., softly. "Is there another reason you won't make love to me? Do you not…want me?" He looked shocked at my words. I looked away.
He took my face in his palm and pulled me to look at him.
"Oh Bella… I my /I Bella. Of course I want you, in every way possible. But…do you really trust me with your life?"
"Edward, I trust you with my soul. You know, you also said that you couldn't bite me without killing me, but you did when James bit me." Edward flinched. "I have faith in you Edward. Faith that you can love me without really harming me. I think the only one who doesn't trust you Edward…is you." My eyes started to well up with tears. His face contorted and he looked like he was in actual physical pain.
"Please Bella. Don't cry." He lowered his face to mine and lightly kissed away my tears. "Oh, Bella…I love you so much." I looked straight into his eyes and the burning passion in them made my heart speed up. "Are you sure you trust me?"
"With every fiber of my being." He smiled at my answer and kicked his shoes off. I followed suit. He kissed me hard and I could feel us crossing boundaries we'd followed for so long. I ran my tongue along his bottom lip and he aloud entrance he'd always before denied. His kisses trailed down my neck. Then they went even lower and my heart beat was in a frenzy. He kissed down to the top button of my shirt and slowly unbuttoned the three he had buttoned in the restaurant. I gasped as he unbuttoned the rest. His kisses reached the top of my bra and I arched my back. He wrapped his arm around me and lifted me up, using the other hand to slip my blouse off the rest of the way.
"Ed…ward.." I groaned and he unclasped my bra. I pulled back for just the slightest second and unbuttoned his shirt. The love in his eyes as he looked down on me, warmed me and I ran my hands up and down his perfectly sculpted chest. He pulled me close and kissed me again, whispering my name in between kisses. I felt my heart flip as he reached to unbutton my jeans. He slowly slid them down my legs and I silently thanked God for giving me the wisdom to have shaved my legs this morning. Edward slowly tugged on my underwear and suddenly, I was completely revealed to him. His eyes trailed down my body and I heard his breath catch in his throat. I looked away, my face burning. He pulled me close again and kissed my long and slow, but I could feel my eyes well up again. Edward jerked back, his face filled with horror.
"Bella? Oh, God Bella. Did I hurt you?" His eyes were frantic and his lip quivered.
"No, you didn't hurt me." I buried my face in his neck. "I…I just love you so much." I felt him smile against my face and he kissed my hair.
"I love you too Bella. More than you can ever imagine." I felt his hand on my leg and he nudged my knees apart. I my heart was hammering so hard in my chest, I thought it would explode. He pulled himself on top of me and whispered in my ear.
"I'll be gentle, okay?" I gulped and clamped my eyes shut tight. I took one deep breath and nodded into the side of his neck. He gently entered me, inching slowly forward. When he stopped at my innocence, my heart stopped.
"Bella?" He seemed to be asking for permission, so I took another deep breath and nodded again. He kissed me deeply and took my breath away, as he entered me, fully. The sudden, sharp pain made me gasp and tears sprang to my eyes.
"Bella…I love you." He whispered, softly.
"I love you too." I answered and he kissed away my tears. He started to move again, slowly, and he started a rhythm that quickly made the pain dissolve. Pleasure unlike anything I'd ever felt grew inside of me and I arched my back, moaning as Edward moved in and out. I could feel myself rising higher and higher and I dug my nails into Edward's back. Then, the bubble of pleasure popped and I was soaring, Edward right there with me.
I tucked my face into the hollow of Edward's neck. Each of my breaths was a short gasp as if I'd just run a marathon. My heart of pounding on my ribs. I noticed Edward's ragged breathing sliding down my neck and I snuggled even closer. I had been afraid that I wouldn't know what to do when it came time. I smiled to myself. My body had known exactly what to do. After a few minutes, Edward rolled off of me and I snuggled into his arms.
Throughout the early morning hours, Edward and I made love over and over until I finally fell asleep. Content in Edward's arms.
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Thanks to MylimE and Delirium24 for pointing out that Edward can't sleep. And Im still debating whether or not I should keep this as a one shot or update. Let me know what you think!! Thanks!