I sat there in the waiting room frozen... The doctor had just come out to tell me that Clare had passed away... I knew it was nearly hopeless for her to make it, but I had to keep praying for her... However now she wasn't here anymore, she was gone... And she wasn't coming back. As days went bye after her death I missed her more and more... Longing to have her in my arms safe and sound. Every night I'd ask a question out loud in my room... Thinking that my Blue Eyes would here it. "Please... Come back... Please,"
But she never came back... And she never would.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: This was something I really needed to get off my chest... Because I'm just really upset right now. I well... Have to nearly had six cats... our oldest cat Blacky who is 19 and a half... Well my mom found him having a seizure so we took him to the vet right away... And he stayed there over night. And due to his kidneys which have been failing over the last few months... We knew there wasn't much hope... The doctor called this morning and she told my mom he's been trying to die... The only thing keeping him alive is some fluids they're giving him... Later today we're going over to the vet and saying our goodbyes... I'm gonna miss him so much I've had him since I was born... But yeah I need to go get ready soon so I'm done here.