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I think I'll go for a walk Maybe out in the rain Maybe there'll be tears rolling down my face And I'd feel the pain
I've never had a steady boyfriend before. In England I had a few casual boyfriends I suppose, but we always moved before I could really get to know them. Sometimes they would think I was cheating on them when my duties as Sailor V called. When I moved to Japan nothing changed. All of my friends had boyfriends. Serena had Darien, Raye had Chad, Amy had Greg, Lita always had a boyfriend but it always came back to Ken. And me. The third wheel in all of the others relationships.
Maybe think about something Maybe think about you
Once again I'm left out in the rain. Not enough sense to come in, and no one to tell me to.
I used to wonder if it was just me. Was I so undesirable to men that I couldn't ever get a date? I know sometimes I act ditzy, but I don't always act like that. Because it's really just that. An act. I wish I could just start over and not be Sailor Venus any more. Great now I sound like Serena. My "friends" never even realised. I've been told I had one steady boyfriend ever. Apparently it was in the Silver Millennium that I had a sweetheart. Apparently it was Malachite.
I think I'll go for a ride Til my memory fades
Fantastic. The only boyfriend I ever had was a bad guy. Figures.
Sometimes I think it might be better to leave the scouts for the other team. For the people on the side of evil. Least I wouldn't have to wear this stupid sailor suit anymore. When I was a child I used to dream of being a heroine. Life isn't all it's cracked up to be. Sometimes I get so angry inside when it seems like my friends have everything, and somebody cares about them.
Roll down the windows and glide Down 75 to the Everglades Maybe light up a joint And take a walk on the moon
My parents are always away on business.
I am so mean, all I ever do is think of myself. I get so jealous about friends lives. Serena has ALWAYS had everything. She was the princess, she's the leader of the sailor scouts. SHE has the strongest powers. She WASN'T EVEN A SCOUT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! She wasn't even a scout. Luna was sooo chagrined when she found out she'd made her oh so precious princess a scout, and put her in dangerous situations.
It should have been me.
Life is not fair. That's the story of my life. I liked Reeney. She listened to me. Understood where I was coming from. The isolation. Even though she's Serena's daughter she was really nice, slightly bratty but nice. She spent time with me when my so called friends were too busy caught up in their social lives to help me with mine.
Yeah you can't reach me now You know you can't touch me now You can't hold me down
I always helped them.
You may notice I speak in past tense of my "friends". I found something the other day when checking out some strange disturbance for Amy. Something interesting. Beryl's Generals are back. The scouts are so unprepared for the attack. There hasn't been one for five years. Ever since the Wise Man was destroyed. They have been allowed to fall into complacency. _I_ didn't tell them what I found. _I'm_ supposedly the ditzy one who can't do anything, who's as clumsy as Serena. Servers them right. They think that disturbance was nothing. I'm just going to be on the winning team this time. Zoisite is the only general who DIDN'T come back. They are going to be so sorry. Everything is arranged.
I'll be taken in this attack.
And I've got plenty of time, Time to figure it out Time to think about you and me Whatever that was all about Got nothing to prove Got nothing to say No I'm guessing I never thought you were good for me anyway Got nothing to lose Nothing but you I have everything planned.
This is it!
Goodbye Japan. Goodbye cruel world.
HELLO UNIVERSE!
VENUS WILL BE COMING BACK!
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Bye, Jaya.