the diary of a...
TEENAGE JUNKIE!
(bella swan)
Summary -
Bellas life has been hectic since she was first born. but as bella grows up she learns more about what the world has to offer! will she change her whole life just for 1 boy?
she also learns that "you can forget the past...but...not erase it forever!"
Chapter 1
some of th story will be i diary for some wont! :)
A/N i haven't made a new fanfic in like forever so i came up with this idea the other week! so i decided to write it down and so far i have done 2 chapters... i don't no how many chapters i will do yet but im hoping it will be a long story. anyway too the story! ;) x
p.s there is going to be a lot of slang used in this story... if you don't know what some of it means ask me in a review x
"RENEE! GET BELLA OUT OF HER NOW!" charlie shouts.
" bella come ear wiv mommy we got a go!" renee my mother is telling me whilst picking me up out of my make-shift card board box play pen.
yes my name is bella sawn and my life is really that awful.
right now i a being held on my mothers right hip with an empty cigarette packet in my hand, in place of a baby toy. while my mom is smoking a cigarette and sanding in an ally way talking to her so called friend.
"yeah so, charlie is like at the flat trying to hid all pot and crack we have there!" renee tells sarah
"oh my god again... why?"
"well, like he got a call from billy this morning telling him to hide it all 'cuz the coppers are like coming round...again"
"what you gonna do?" she asked while flicking her cigarette butt to the ground
"i dunno 'cuz i don't speak to mom and dad anymore and neither does char so i just dunno"
"ok babe i hope you sort it out i got to go 'cuz like i was in the middle of a meeting with a client, if ya no what i mean!" she says with a smug look on her face,
"alright i'll come and see ya later if you ent busy!" sh winks at her as sarah rushes off.
"so what am i gonna do with you then?" my mom asks me.
- - - 2 days later- - - -
"hello sister act hair dressers how may i help you?" the receptionist asks
"alright Candace is mel there?" renee asks
"hello renee can you call me by my work name when im at work please!" sh replies in a threating wisper
"oh yeah soz bab"
"so what can i do for you today?"
"well i wanted to know if mel was there?"
"no sorry she isnt but i could pass on a message if you would like"
"yeah please, could you tell her that i ent coming in today cuz like i ent got knowone to look after the babi ya see"
"hang on one moment renee melanie has just walking in to the salon"
"excuse me, melaine we have renee on the phone she would like to speak to you"
"ok thank you victoria"
"hello melaine speaking"
"alright mel i was just calin to say that i cant come in today cuz i got know one to look after the babie"
"well renee i am sorry but you have taken to many days off work im just going to have to fire you!"
"but mel, don't be like that, i know, i will do you a deal"
"one minute renee let me take this into my office"
"so renee what is this deal of your then?"
"well... you know and i know that you swing both ways just like me, so why don't you come round say about 10-ish and i can for fill those needs that barry doesn't fill, ah"
"i do NOT think so renee! i do NOT swing both ways and that night at your christmas party i was DRUNK and out of my MIND!" she shouted down the phone.
"come off it mel, you really know you want me" renee says in a seductive voice
"NO absolutely not! now sorry renee but you are FIRED!" she shouts and hangs up the phone.
"charlie iv jut bin sacked!" renee shouts into the living room. once again i am on my mothers right hip bing fed!
yes, your right a four year old is way too OLD to still be being breast fed! my mom walks into the living room "so what are we gonna do about money, cuz my tits are getting a bit dry of milk and bella needs some REAL food!"
"i know renee! just stop hassling me! your the one who got your self sacked!"
"well i wouldn't have if we had some one to look after the kid would we!" she shouted back before walking me into the bedroom.
[in the bedroom]
"so what are we going to do with you?, ahh"
she finishes feeding me and changes the clothes i have been wearing for 4 days straight.
A/N i hoped you liked it! and this is how long all the chapters will be! :D xx