AN: Okay, so... First Twilight story. I can't lie, I'm kinda nervous. LOL. I love reading Fan Fics, but writing them is completely different. Anyways, got this idea from a movie I watched earlier. I would also like to state, that I do not own anything. All rights of the characters belong to SMeyer. I'm just simply using them, cause I liked the plot of the movie, and thought it'd be awesome to write out using the Twilight gang. :D
Pairing: Bella & Edward, with all the other Canon pairings mixed in.
Rating: M for future chapters, lemons and some swearing, two fav things. ;)
Verse: AU/AH
Love: [luhv]
noun, verb, loved, lov·ing.
1. A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. A feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection.
3. Sexual passion or desire.
4. A person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
It's amazing how something so unexplainable and so hard to describe, could have so many meanings. Don't get me wrong, I'm not some lonely, bitter woman, who swears up and down, that Love just isn't for me. If anything, I believe in finding the one, and spending the rest of your life together, more so than the next girl. It just hasn't seemed to happen to me yet. My one, just hasn't made the decision to seek me out yet. That probably sounds a little weird, someone claiming their soul mate would search them out, but that's sort of the way it works. It's surprising how far science has advanced over the years. I should probably explain this better, but to put it simply, They now have timers that can tell you when you meet your one, your forever. Crazy, I know, but I've seen it work.
Well, it hasn't worked for me yet. My timer is still blank, and it has been since the age of sixteen. My parents, who are proof it definitely works, supported my decision in getting mine, mainly because it worked so well for them, and they wanted me to have the same happiness. But as every day passes, and it continues to remain blank, I worry it will never happen for me. Not everyone chooses to get one, and I know that's the reason I'm still stuck where I am. Wondering if he'll ever wise up and realize he doesn't want to spend his life alone and we'll finally meet one another. Who knows, Maybe he's already in a happy relationship, and doesn't need to seek out the help of a little piece of plastic to let him know he's found his one. Then there are times when I wonder, if I made a mistake, getting my timer. It's almost as if I'm relying on it, instead of my own heart.
My mother keeps telling me not to worry so much, that it will turn my hair gray before I have a chance to find him. It would be funny, if the thought of waiting that long, didn't make me scowl and want to just remove the damn thing. But besides it working for them, it also worked for my best friend Alice, and her older brother Emmett. Alice found her match shortly after turning Seventeen, and Emmett when he transferred Colleges last year. He's already engaged, the wedding only a few months away. I hate to admit it, but I am a bit envious of them both. They know without a doubt what their future holds, and I wish more than anything, I could say the same about my own.
Love it? Hate it? Tell me what you think. If anyone even reads it, that is. lol.
I also need a beta, cause I'm sure I missed things when proof-reading this, if anyone is interested. Just send a message my way. :)