note: this is a fanfiction and I do not own the characters and the storyline they belong to the author.

I was training with Dimitri when I felt nausea overwhelm me. Dimitri looking at my face automatically thought Lissa was in trouble. I felt like I was either going to puke or faint (or maybe both). "Rosa" he said urgently "are you ok". I just managed to give a quick thumbs up before I puked all over his shoes. Dimitri then looked at me and said "come on Rose, we are going to the infirmary". I felt faint and leaned closer to Dimitri before passing out. I woke up with Dimitri next to me along with my best friend, who's a princess (Lissa). The Doctor saw I was awake, he came next to me and said quietly "Rose can I have a word with you alone" "of course" I said as Lissa and Dimitri went to step outside. "this may come as a shock to you" he said but " I would like you to take this pregnancy test, you may not be pregnant, but I just want to be on the safe side". "ok" I said numbly.

The doctor had guessed correct I was pregnant. I handed the test back to the doctor and walked numbly out of the room feeling like a robot. "so what's the verdict" Lissa said. "fine" was all I could say, not elaborating on the fact that I did not feel like that on the inside. "no your not" "your aura is defiantly not as it normally is" Lissa explained. Dimitri then gave me the same questioning look that Lissa was giving me. "look" I explained, my anger rising "I don't have to tell you if I don't want to" in aware of the spectacle I was causing. I ran to my room before I was asked any more questions . When I got to my room the only thing I could do at the moment, because I wasn't thinking straight, and maybe it wouldn't have to be this way if someone understood me. But that is not to be discussed

now. My room wasn't far from the ground and I know from my training with Dimitri that I could jump out of it unscathed. So as soon as I had gathered a few of my clothes up in a bag I jumped out of the window and out of the gates before anyone could stop me. I left the acadamy knowing this would be the best way. But always knowing that one day my decisions would all back fire on me.

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