After that intense kiss Clare and Eli had at the musical they decided
that they wanted to go back to Eli's house to hang out, cuddle, and
maybe watch a movie. Clare wasn't sure at first considering she had
just told the raven haired boy about the nude pictures she was going
to put on Asher's computer to get revenge. So she dreaded the moment
that he would possibly bring it up in one of their late night
conversations.
As the adorable couple cuddled on Eli's bed under his black comforter
Clare couldn't help but be distracted by the thoughts that she almost
actually put nude photos of herself out for the world to see. She
shifted away from her boyfriend and turned towards the wall hoping
that Eli wouldn't notice her getting emotional and starting to tear
up. Unfortunately he noticed.
"Clare what's wrong?"He asked in towards the curly haired girls back.
"Nothing Eli, I'm fine. Don't worry about it!"She snapped unknowingly
while wiping away the tears that were now flowing down her cheeks.
Obviously he could tell she was lying but that didn't stop him from
pulling her on top of him so he could see her face and talk about what
had happened.
"Baby you know you can tell me. I'm not going to judge you Clare." He
whispered so only she could here even though they were the only ones
in the house.
"I just feel so stupid Eli. How could I think that putting nude
pictures on my old mentor's computer would solve things?" she asked
trying to hold in the body shaking cries that threatened to reveal
themselves. He slowly wrapped one of his arms around her waist and
turned her face towards his with the other.
"It was an impulsive decision that you thankfully didn't go through
with. I mean I'm the only one who's aloud to see that much of u. Not
some pervert that sexually harassed you." the agitated boy under her
spat not at her but at the idea of HIM touching her. Feeling ashamed
she turned her head and finally just let herself brake down and sob
into Eli's chest. He silently wrapped both arms around and turned them
so they were sideways facing each other.
"Look at me." He said in a hushed tone. She slowly looked in those
all too familiar green eyes.
"Now close those beautiful blue eyes for me babe and keep them closed
until I tell you to open them" Before listening to what he had told
her to do she looked at him as if she was asking 'what are you going
to do that I need to close my eyes for?' after not getting an answer
to her silent question she slowly closed her eyes and put her head
back on his pillow. Eli slowly crawled on top of her and started by
gently kissing her lips but gradually the kiss became more heated.
Clare reached up so one hand was on his bicep and the other tangled in
his super soft black hair. She lightly tugged and he softly groaned
then accidentally ground his hip into hers. Clare gasped and her eyes
snapped open in shock.
"Oh my god, I'm so sorry Clare I didn't mean to." Eli quickly said as
he rolled off of Clare.
"Babe, it ok." She said trying to not burst out laughing at how
worried he was. He quickly turned away so she wouldn't be able to see
how embarrassed he really was.
"Let's just stop no matter how bad I want to do this with you I really
can't right now." Eli quickly got back under the blanket and turned
away so Clare hopefully wouldn't notice the bump that had started
tenting out the front of his pant after the whole situation. Clare was
still lying in the same position in shock from what had just happened
and Eli's little nervous outburst. She knew one thing for sure and it
was that she definitely liked what had just happened between the two
of them but she didn't want to seem like a needy teenager and beg for
him to do it again. Clare turned on her side when she realized that
her boyfriend had turned away from her.
"Eli why did you turn away from me?" she pouted towards his back. The
only answer she got from him was a small shrug and then nothing.
Frustrated she climbed over Eli and laid in front of him so they were
actually facing each other. As she started scooting closer to him, he
brought his hands up and grabbed her shoulders so she couldn't get any
closer than she already was.
"Eli. What the hell?" Clare asked as she looked straight into his eyes.