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She was there again. On the edge of insanity and locked in a room built with her own feelings. The sun had gone long ago, but she still had hope that it will be beautiful, clear day. That the good times gonna come, but she knew like no one else in the world that it will never happen. In her life, nothing has happened as it should be: nothing. she never had what she wanted, needed and now she could only feel the salty taste of tears. It's just another lonely night, but he'll never know. Only one more step and she falls to the damn bridge and, perhaps, with luck, she'll die eventually finally fall asleep, this time forever and finally something succeeds to her . SHE just needed to know. But that's okay, because you can never really know. Good times still to come. She was so close to the edge. It's him. It was because of him, but it wasn't wrong. She just needed HIM to know. But he wasn't there. Not for her. Never for her. She just took a deep breath. She was strangely numb-maybe it's the rain?
-TenTen!
Her long, wavy hair now completely wet, miserably stuck to her cheeks. Thousands days have made her colder, and she still had hope that it will be better, but how could it be? For too long and too much. What could she do? One step, that's all. And that's what she did. For a moment, she felt so light, as if she was flying. And she was flying, she seemed to think so. She had to drop into the water because she was cold, but only for a moment. She's never been asleep so fast . But it was a strange dream. She felt less and less light and more realistic, but it was so good. It was even a bit of fun, definitely easy. But now she was free, right? Why she felt like she was coming back? She didn't want to, there was nothing for her, nothing was waiting.
-Stupid ...
No, no, no! I do not want to go back! Do not make me!
-It was so stupid ...
She didn't know the words, what they mean. But she liked the sound. She knew the voice, but she couldn't recognize it. Her whole body was enveloped in fog, which did n't let it make sense. So empty, yet so sweet.
-Wake up. It's okay. Breathe.
Its okay! Good times gonna come. She clung to the newly discovered words as last resort and wasn't going to let go. If the voice-the loved voice- said it would be fine he couldn't lie. She would do anything for that voice-for his voice. Because it was his voice. And it saved her so it had to be him. Suddenly, she drew air rapidly and opened her eyes wide. She was no longer feeling light, not feeling well. The image before her eyes was blurred and constantly gushed.
-You're gonna be ok, you need to TenTen ...
She felt icy needles slowly piercing through her whole body. She was so tired.
-I'm cold, Neji ...
-We'll make it okay.
He was here. For for her. She just took a deep breath. She was strangely numb-maybe it was the rain or maybe it was a dream? She didn't care.