1 Bottled Emotions
Formorly called: Untitled(or at least until I come up with one)
Disclaimer: I'd like to mention the fact that I do not own Digimon no matter how much I'd like to, so
don't sue me as I am very poor.
A/n: This is my very first fanfic, well the first I've actually posted. It's kinda my take on how Ken and Miyako got together. Anyways there's gonna be more, obviously 'cause it wouldn't make sense otherwise.
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The Digidestined of Love and Sincerity sighed as she made her way through the dreary, rainy digital world. "It figures," she muttered to herself, "I go for a walk to clear my head and I get soaked in the process. Too bad Hawkmon isn't here, he'd digivolve and take me back home, and he wouldn't get lost!" She shuddered against the cold, and wondered where she'd end up.
***** (somewhere else in the Digital world) *****
It had been hours since he'd left Wormmon in his room and left for the Digital world. He'd needed to clear his occupied head. The bearer of Kindness trudged on through the soaking sand, but the cold droplets refused to leave him in peace. The Digidestined were still distrustful of him, of course they had the right to be, he had been the Digimon Emperor for goodness sake! He mind recalled painful memories of how he tortured the digimon, he winced whenever he came across a control spire, it always reminded him of his former evilness. Ken wasn't sure if they would ever truly forgive him, both the digimon and the digidestined.
Miyako was still wondering through the wet digital world when she reached a familiar location. It was the former Digimon Emperor's base, lying crumpled in the once dry sand. As she came upon it, she recalled her obsession, Ken the boy Genius. She'd always felt something for him, even when he was the Digimon Emperor, and when he came to them asking their forgiveness, a wave of pity fell over her and she did forgive him. After all, she thought to herself, everyone makes mistakes and deserves a second chance.
She recalled the email she'd sent Ken as he'd left the Digidestined and smiled when she recalled the smile on his beautiful face. Miyako frowed at her naivety, he'd never love her the same as she loved him, he could have anyone he wanted, why would he want a computer geek like her. Thinking such foolish thoughts just made her upset, why then? Miyako felt tears begin to flood her warm, brown eyes, and sat down under the ruins of Ken's base. She curled up in a ball, in tears and shivered a bit from the cold. Maybe she still had a little hope, maybe, just maybe.
Ken continued his long hike through the forest and into the desert, eventually he'd come to realize he was lost in the cold wet weather. He sighed, how did I become tangled in these thoughts, now I've lost my way. I wonder if I'll ever be truly forgiven, he thought sadly to himself. As he thought about those of the Chosen Children who had forgiven him, including Davis, Kari, and T.K.; a certain lavender haired girl's profile penetrated into his mind. She was the bearer of the crests of Love and Sincerity. She was also one of the Digidestined who had forgiven him long ago, and had offered him her support any time it was needed.
Her name was Inoue Miyako, she was his age; though older than the other Digidestined, she respected each of them and was a very good friend. Even though Miyako was considered the loud-mouth, I-take-crap-from-no-one girl, she did sometimes overeact about little things. But that was one of the many aspects of her personality that he overall loved about her. She was kind, sweet, considerate, sincere, caring, and in his opinon, very beautiful. Of course Ken had heard what she was considered at her school: a computer geek, ugly, and overly emotional; but he loved her just the way she was. Wait, did I just say love? Maybe that's the fluttering I get in my stomach everytime I'm near or thinking about her, maybe it's love. He pondered this and smiled at the thought. He'd never thought he'd been feeling these feelings; and more importantly, did she feel the same? If she does which may be (she'd always blushed when he talked to her), I don't deserve it, I was a monster. Who could ever love me?
Ken shook off the thought and looked around the wet terrain. He suddenly noticed something up ahead, the crumbling ruins of his base back when he was the Digimon Emperor, and noticed something or someone sitting in the crash site. Someone with long lavender hair…
"Miyako!" he yelled as he realized she appeared soaked to the bone, scrunched up into a ball. She lifted her drenched head and looked around to where the familiar voice came from.
Her tear filled eyes suddenly landed on a tall figure, with dark blue hair and deep cobalt blue eyes. He was running towards her looking a bit concerned, but that might just be because he didn't want the others to worry, not like they really care…
Ken approached the fallen girl as she laid her head back on her knees. Then he noticed the droplets that fell from the sky were not from the rain but from tears, her tears.
"Miyako," he whispered softly,"are you alright?"
She was just sitting there, head on her knees, sniffling. She lifted her head up again and immediately brushed the still forming tears in her eyes away.
"No-nothing, I'm fine," she muttered instantly, almost as if she had so much practice saying that just to keep people away, to keep herself standing tall.
"What are you doing out here? You're soaked to the bone, you'll get sick," Ken told her.
She chucked a little, "I could ask you the same question," she noticed his drenched blue locks falling aimlessly around his face.
"…I'm just thinking, needed to go somewhere alone to think, that's all," he said as he sat down beside her under a small block of rubble.
"Me too, I suppose I also needed a bit of down time," she said as she glanced up at him, blue eyes focused on her. She turned away as if out of discomfort of his stare, but bereted herself for being delusional for she thought she saw something else in his eyes.
"Ken…" she began, "I…um…never mind," what are you doing she thought angrily to herself, why can't I just tell him how I feel?
Ken looked a bit expectantly at her, but turned away when she broke off.
Miyako shuddered as a sudden chill ran down her back, and pulled her knees up closer to her to keep what little warmth she had close. Ken noticed this and without thinking, wrapped his arms around her small, shivering body. A look of sudden surprise crossed her faced and as quickly as it came went, replacing it with an awkward smile. He then helped her to her feet, but kept one arm around her to keep her warm.
"Let's get back to the real world, and warm you up," said Ken. Miyako smiled again at the suggestion and thought it was very good idea indeed. She wasn't sure how long she would live staying out in this weather. She nodded and began to walk with Ken towards the supposed direction of another T.V.
"I saw a T.V. set not far in that direction last time we were knocking down control spires. Come on, its not too far," Ken spoke assuringly, arm still around her in a protective manner.
Miyako nodded thankfully, but curious as to why Ken would care. It was probably so the others wouldn't worry, but she went along with him anyways to where the digital portal was located.
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a/n: Well, that's all for the time being. I've been working on this for quite a while, but I intend on finishing it, hopefully soon. So don't forget to review! :D Ja Ne!!!
Formorly called: Untitled(or at least until I come up with one)
Disclaimer: I'd like to mention the fact that I do not own Digimon no matter how much I'd like to, so
don't sue me as I am very poor.
A/n: This is my very first fanfic, well the first I've actually posted. It's kinda my take on how Ken and Miyako got together. Anyways there's gonna be more, obviously 'cause it wouldn't make sense otherwise.
~*~*~
The Digidestined of Love and Sincerity sighed as she made her way through the dreary, rainy digital world. "It figures," she muttered to herself, "I go for a walk to clear my head and I get soaked in the process. Too bad Hawkmon isn't here, he'd digivolve and take me back home, and he wouldn't get lost!" She shuddered against the cold, and wondered where she'd end up.
***** (somewhere else in the Digital world) *****
It had been hours since he'd left Wormmon in his room and left for the Digital world. He'd needed to clear his occupied head. The bearer of Kindness trudged on through the soaking sand, but the cold droplets refused to leave him in peace. The Digidestined were still distrustful of him, of course they had the right to be, he had been the Digimon Emperor for goodness sake! He mind recalled painful memories of how he tortured the digimon, he winced whenever he came across a control spire, it always reminded him of his former evilness. Ken wasn't sure if they would ever truly forgive him, both the digimon and the digidestined.
Miyako was still wondering through the wet digital world when she reached a familiar location. It was the former Digimon Emperor's base, lying crumpled in the once dry sand. As she came upon it, she recalled her obsession, Ken the boy Genius. She'd always felt something for him, even when he was the Digimon Emperor, and when he came to them asking their forgiveness, a wave of pity fell over her and she did forgive him. After all, she thought to herself, everyone makes mistakes and deserves a second chance.
She recalled the email she'd sent Ken as he'd left the Digidestined and smiled when she recalled the smile on his beautiful face. Miyako frowed at her naivety, he'd never love her the same as she loved him, he could have anyone he wanted, why would he want a computer geek like her. Thinking such foolish thoughts just made her upset, why then? Miyako felt tears begin to flood her warm, brown eyes, and sat down under the ruins of Ken's base. She curled up in a ball, in tears and shivered a bit from the cold. Maybe she still had a little hope, maybe, just maybe.
Ken continued his long hike through the forest and into the desert, eventually he'd come to realize he was lost in the cold wet weather. He sighed, how did I become tangled in these thoughts, now I've lost my way. I wonder if I'll ever be truly forgiven, he thought sadly to himself. As he thought about those of the Chosen Children who had forgiven him, including Davis, Kari, and T.K.; a certain lavender haired girl's profile penetrated into his mind. She was the bearer of the crests of Love and Sincerity. She was also one of the Digidestined who had forgiven him long ago, and had offered him her support any time it was needed.
Her name was Inoue Miyako, she was his age; though older than the other Digidestined, she respected each of them and was a very good friend. Even though Miyako was considered the loud-mouth, I-take-crap-from-no-one girl, she did sometimes overeact about little things. But that was one of the many aspects of her personality that he overall loved about her. She was kind, sweet, considerate, sincere, caring, and in his opinon, very beautiful. Of course Ken had heard what she was considered at her school: a computer geek, ugly, and overly emotional; but he loved her just the way she was. Wait, did I just say love? Maybe that's the fluttering I get in my stomach everytime I'm near or thinking about her, maybe it's love. He pondered this and smiled at the thought. He'd never thought he'd been feeling these feelings; and more importantly, did she feel the same? If she does which may be (she'd always blushed when he talked to her), I don't deserve it, I was a monster. Who could ever love me?
Ken shook off the thought and looked around the wet terrain. He suddenly noticed something up ahead, the crumbling ruins of his base back when he was the Digimon Emperor, and noticed something or someone sitting in the crash site. Someone with long lavender hair…
"Miyako!" he yelled as he realized she appeared soaked to the bone, scrunched up into a ball. She lifted her drenched head and looked around to where the familiar voice came from.
Her tear filled eyes suddenly landed on a tall figure, with dark blue hair and deep cobalt blue eyes. He was running towards her looking a bit concerned, but that might just be because he didn't want the others to worry, not like they really care…
Ken approached the fallen girl as she laid her head back on her knees. Then he noticed the droplets that fell from the sky were not from the rain but from tears, her tears.
"Miyako," he whispered softly,"are you alright?"
She was just sitting there, head on her knees, sniffling. She lifted her head up again and immediately brushed the still forming tears in her eyes away.
"No-nothing, I'm fine," she muttered instantly, almost as if she had so much practice saying that just to keep people away, to keep herself standing tall.
"What are you doing out here? You're soaked to the bone, you'll get sick," Ken told her.
She chucked a little, "I could ask you the same question," she noticed his drenched blue locks falling aimlessly around his face.
"…I'm just thinking, needed to go somewhere alone to think, that's all," he said as he sat down beside her under a small block of rubble.
"Me too, I suppose I also needed a bit of down time," she said as she glanced up at him, blue eyes focused on her. She turned away as if out of discomfort of his stare, but bereted herself for being delusional for she thought she saw something else in his eyes.
"Ken…" she began, "I…um…never mind," what are you doing she thought angrily to herself, why can't I just tell him how I feel?
Ken looked a bit expectantly at her, but turned away when she broke off.
Miyako shuddered as a sudden chill ran down her back, and pulled her knees up closer to her to keep what little warmth she had close. Ken noticed this and without thinking, wrapped his arms around her small, shivering body. A look of sudden surprise crossed her faced and as quickly as it came went, replacing it with an awkward smile. He then helped her to her feet, but kept one arm around her to keep her warm.
"Let's get back to the real world, and warm you up," said Ken. Miyako smiled again at the suggestion and thought it was very good idea indeed. She wasn't sure how long she would live staying out in this weather. She nodded and began to walk with Ken towards the supposed direction of another T.V.
"I saw a T.V. set not far in that direction last time we were knocking down control spires. Come on, its not too far," Ken spoke assuringly, arm still around her in a protective manner.
Miyako nodded thankfully, but curious as to why Ken would care. It was probably so the others wouldn't worry, but she went along with him anyways to where the digital portal was located.
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a/n: Well, that's all for the time being. I've been working on this for quite a while, but I intend on finishing it, hopefully soon. So don't forget to review! :D Ja Ne!!!