Peeta and I got into our very first fight last night and it wad a bad one. Honestly I don't remember what even happened that set us off, but he slept downstairs and I "slept" in my room. I don't sleep well without him. We don't officially live together, but It's pretty much like we do I guess.
I get up and go take a look in the mirror at the damage that sleep deprivation has done. My eyes are puffy and bloodshot from crying andack of sleep. My hair is a tangled mess and ny cheeks are flushed. I try and do something with my hair the best I could. And for my face? There's nothing I can do but splash water on my face.
I head downstairs nervously and see Peeta sitting on the couch. I smell pancakes and he put some strawberries on the side.
I gasp at the sudden reminder. Madge.
He looks up at me and I make my way over to where my plate is.
"how'd you sleep" he asks softly.
"I didn't." I say coldly putting more concentration on the food in front of me.
"Oh." He sounded almost hurt. "Well I'm leaving."
I look up from my plate.
"T-to go where?" My stuttering made my cheeks burn.
"I dunno, probably to visit Finnick or Annie..or something. Just away from here."
"oh." I whisper returning my gaze to my now empty plate.
"I just..I just think we need some distance..you were right. Maybe I should "get the hell away from here on a train somewhere" "
Did I really say that? Oh my..
"I-I didn't mean it..I-I'm-"
"No need to apologize. I understand. Anyway I just came to say goodbye and I'm not sure when i'll be back."
"W-what? How could you do this to me!" I scream. "You can't leave me like this!" I begin sobbing. "I'm sorry! I didn't mean any of it! I was just mad!"
"Katniss.." he tries to reach for me then stops. "Goodbye."
And just like that, he walks out the door.