Chapter one: Coming Home?
I was going back to la push for the first time in eight years. I'm Erika Lawiet age 18 and a broken soul. Well I was a broken soul. I was abused my my father and step father and my mother did nothing. I was raped at 15 and I managed to survive two suicide attempts until I realised maybe I'm needed. Maybe destiny has a bigger plan for me... Probably not I'm just unlucky. Oh, and I wanted to see my best friend while in la push. Jacob Black. I remember the day I left...
flash back!
"do you really have to go?" A ten year old Jacob asked. I started crying.
"I don't have a choice, Jakey! I wish I could stay but I just can't!" The hot tears kept rolling down my face.
"I'll wait for you I promise." He smiled and wiped my tears.
"Pinky promise?"
"Pinky Promise!" He laughed and hugged me.
flash back end!
Now I was back I doubted his promise. I would stay here but it wouldn't mean he would. I only had one bag, one suitcase and my baby, also known as Sky, my dog. She was sleep her black fur fluffy and soft. She was a black lab, and she was a cute as hell! I drove up to the house in my mercedes benz.
I had got inheritance from the only person who cared, my grand-mother. She lived in la push and left me the house and all her money. She never trusted my mother but she trusted me. She taught me to be polite and respectable. For example call someone older than I am sir or madam. I often went to formal dances as my late sister was always taking me but since she passed on I went in memory of her. She was diagnosed with leukemia and stopped responding to treatment. She died happy or so she said. I unpack. Ok I threw my stuff in the house and decided to go down to first beach with Sky. I took one of her frisbees and grabbed her lead. She was 1 and a half, I have had her since my sister was bed ridden. She refused to die in a hospital surrounded by strangers and doctors prodding and poking at her. So I stayed in her house with her until the end. She also left me everything. I had to sell the house. To many memory's.
As we got to the beach she was very much awake. Then she took off down the beach. It was nine at night so I ran after her.
"Sky!" I shouted then I saw a bonfire. I also saw her surrounded by some huge guys. "Sky..." I said softly. She came running back.
"She's very cute." The tallest said smiling.
"Thanks and sorry she just ran up. I'm Erika by the way." I said smiling. Then one of them looked at me smiling.
"Eri?" He said. The only one who ever call me that was...
"Jake?" I was now smiling so huge now. He hugged me like a bear, it was bone crushing.
"I can't believe you're back." He said still hugging me. The others coughed. And he let go of me. "How long have you been back?"
"I literally got back. I wanted to take her for a walk though." He smiled until he saw my scars.
"What are these?" he said pointing to my wrists.
"Two suicide attempts and 8 years of abuse are going to leave some scars..." I said trailing off. He looked shocked.
"What!?" He shouted. "Why did you try and kill your self." Now I was losing it. I hadn't been back a hour and he was already questioning me!
"You don't know what it's like! To be hit and beaten! Have beers thrown at you, watch the only family who cared about you die in your arms because that's what she wanted! It gets into your head. Saying you're not good enough and know one will ever want you one day I just lost it and took a razer and slit my wrists to kill my self. I did it again but stopped. My subconscious was right, I shouldn't have come back!" I was crying heavily. I called sky and I ran home. I sat on the living room floor remembering the times my sister and I would play here. She was eight years older than me.
I looked on the internet for a formal dance to calm my nerves it was the only thing that could settle me. One in forks tomorrow. That could work...
Third person (Cullens)
Alice had just had a vision about Jasper. Since she had found her mate a year ago he did nothing. Her vision was that his mate would be at a dance in forks. It was a dance for. Young people to mingle but it would be formal. She had seen a girl with reddish brown hair but the rest was a blur. She ran to tell him.
"Jasper I've possibly seen the most wonderful thing ever." She said excitedly.
"Yes? Please elaborate." He insisted.
"If you go to a dance for young adults you'll meet your mate! And she positively beautiful!" She said jumping around. He nodded wanting to meet her but trying not to show her.
"How will I know who she is?" He asked.
"She had reddish brown hair and will be wearing a black dress with roses on with high heels and tights And a black cardigan."
"I see. I'll find something to wear." He said smiling. He never wanted to give up on Alice but knowing his soulmate was so close was quite intriguing.
A/N: What did you think? I wanted to do this but I've been putting it off. Anyway I'm going to be doing this story most because I've got a good idea how to continue but with the other I just winged it! Please review!