Hear my cry before it's to late
This whole story is in Botan's piont of view.
Disclaimer: I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho
'Hear my cry before it's to late'
Here i stand on this bridge. I have no sense left. I have left to a river with no one around. I can't stand it there anymore. There is to much noise. too much love. and too much hurt. I have no tears left for me to cry. I have been thinking about doing thid for a long time. I have lost count of the months. I don't know the time. I am lost from the world of which i thought i knew. I did know a world which i could stay in. That world was taken away along time ago. Here i am standing on the edge of the brigde. even pain is not a feeling anymore. I am going to jump off. I am going to go into a lake where it is 20 or 30 feet deep. I don't think anyone knows where i am. I don't care if they do. They can't stop me. The love i felt has flitered away. I know i will be happy soon. I have been here for the past hour and i can't force my self to jump. It is my commen instinct not to die. I take a step back and fall down on to the bride. Now i can't even stand. i have no energy left not even enough to jump off the bridge. I just lay there. oh great now someone is coming i had better jump off. I got up. Not the person i wanted to see. It was one of them that i had wanted to leave."Go away. I don't want you here. If you have not noticed I have been avioding you"I yell." no i noticed onna. I have no clue as to why but i noticed." Hiei says." I just want to be left alone for now. Please just leave." I say to him."Onna what are you doing here?"He asks me." i was going to jump but i can't force myself to do it. And i am only telling you this so the others will know. I was running from everyone mainly you. Now please just leave me to die."I say."onna don't kill you self. okay now i have to take you back the detective said so."Hiei says grabbing my arm. I pull away."if he wanted me back oh so badly why didn't he come himself. Cause i know that you don't want me back." i yell."onna your going back"Hiei says. He reaches for my arm I jump just in time to fall into the water.
Blue surounds me i smile. i try to breath not knowing it. But my mouth fills up with water. My eyes fall closed. No!I am being pulled up. god damn it! I start to cough up water."I wanted to die God damn it. Why didn't you leave my to die." I yell."onna you should have known that i was going to save you" Hiei said. I had loved him but now i didn't know what love truely was anymore."Hiei god damn it! I wanted to die. And it was your fault."I yell."How is it my fault?" He asks. "because i loved you but you hated me. There i said it now let me go so i can jump again."I yell at him."no' he simply says. he is getting closer to my face and then he is just an inch away."Hiei what are you" iwas about to ask put then his lips crashed into mine. I was not exepcting that. I open my mouth knowing that he wanted my to. He deepens the kiss. We explore each others mouths. He pulls back needing to breath."i love you too" He says right before kissing me again. Hiei then slowly starts to plant kisses up and down my neck. then there is on spot that he gets to which i love. I tilt my head so he has better access. he starts to nibble on the spot then he bites it."now your mine Botan" He says. I put my hands around his neck and pull him in to kiss him.
I want to thank Tear Drop Eyes. she was the first to review my first story. Thank you