This is a little prequel, so tell me if you LOVE IT3 or HATE IT/3.

Bella's POV

Two months ago he left taking his "family" with him. You know I'm not even that sad, sure the first month I was but now I'm pissed. If I'm his supposed mate then why did he leave me, there are so many unanswered questions I'd like to know and nobody can answer them.

And there is also Jake my sun. He helped me stay in check and not breakdown or take my pissyness out on everyone else. But now he is added to the list of people I'd like to fucking scream at, and you want to know why because he got 'sick', sick enough he couldn't answer the phone but an hour later I see him walking around with Sam and his gang. But I'm not going to fall back in that abyss I was in, in the first month, I'm going to show him exactly what he is missing and by doing that Ill need some help. Leah.

~time change~

As I walk up to the Clearwater's house I start hoping that shes in a good mood. After knocking on the door I hear feet running across the floor, as the door swung open there she stood, Leah. "Hey Bella I haven't seen you in awhile, how have you been?" she ask with the curious but knowing smirk on her face. "I need your help, you know what I've been through, your really the only one who does. Look Jake has joined Sam and had Billy tell me to leave him alone, that he doesn't want me. I'm not going back to that abyss, I need to get balance and become toned so I can dance and sing, i need to your help to bring out the bitchy side of me." She looks at me, reading me then finally smirks, "Well you've come to the right place."