okay? no.
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VOICEMAIL:

If this is you, Mom or Dad, then keep calling until I pick up. If this is a salesperson, please go away. Isaac, if this is you, I'm probably in the basement playing video games. Hazel Grace Lancaster, um, okay? Okay. Beep.

the phone
sL
iD
eS
from her HAND
to the
cold, unforgiving
G.r.O.u.N.d.

she is so
TIRed, so so so
tirED
of waiting for someone
to pick
P
U

VOICEMAIL:

Good morning, Hazel Grace Lancaster. I was wondering if- Actually, I'm on Chapter Ten and freaking out. This is not real. This can't be real. I don't want to put this book down now. Just call me, okay? Okay.

play K-C-A-B
the (voice)mails
just to HEAR
his v.o.i.c.e
one
last
time

knock, knock
who's there? mom, what?
hazel, honey...
mom, please... just go away
hazel...
leave me alone, okay?
okay, hon, i'll get you when dinner's ready, okay?
(okay.)

VOICEMAIL:

Uh, probably not a good time, but, um, hi. Just wanted to say that the universe wants to be noticed today, I think. Call me, okay? Okay.

it
AlWaYs
e.n.d.s.
with an okay?
every. single. one.
she CLICKS the
next (voice)mail, closes her eyes
and listens

and her
h,e,a,r,t
*B*E*A*T*S*
boomboomboomboom
in her chest, her
dying, cancer-filled
chest.

VOICEMAIL:

Hazel Grace Lancaster. I love you. Okay? I fucking love you. Okay.

.i. love3 yo[u]
L-O_V-E
y:o:u
funny, isn't IT
funny. three words. funny. how
3t3h3r3e3e
words can
make her
()CrY()

maybe there's this
BIG FAT HATEFUL
thing called
cancer, which is a \side\effect\
of
.dying.

VOICEMAIL:

I know, Hazel Grace Lancaster. I know. I'm probably dead by the time you hear this... that's okay. I love you. Thank you for being a Cancer Perk, Hazel Grace. I'll see you soon, okay? Okay.

Okay? he always
. .
her THAT
okay? okay? okay?
somewhere in the very very very
K_C_A_B
of her numb numb numb m,i,n,d
she's okay.

no, she decides = hazel is not okay
| maybe
she's not okay
maybe |
she's dying
| maybe
she's already dead

VOICEMAIL:

Hey, I hope you liked it! For the trailer (also for Hank Green and the Tree). Yay! So, what are your thoughts on Shailene and Ansel? Yes? No? (Divergent?)

The movie is going to be almost exactly word for word. Yep. Which part are you excited about? Egging? Okays? Alison My Nurse?R&R, please!

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