Ikuto's POV:
How did she feel about me? Did I mean anything to her? Am I just a friend to her? Couldn't we be something much more? Well whatever! If she is happy with that guy than I should feel happy for her. But I know I can make her happier. She is the best thing that ever happens to me, yet the only thing I am in her eyes is a person that belongs to the sideline. I loved her and yet in my heart I knew that she didn't love me back. I just wished that the moments we shared lasted forever. The pain in my heart made me realize that this is reality. Should I tell her how I feel? Or is it best that I leave it alone? I think, that I should tell her or else I might never move on. All I need is a chance to say how I feel and to say goodbye. Because this will be the end for me, and the moment where I'll search for a new beginning.
The last time I seen her was at her house, in her room. I came by to see her, but to find out that she wasn't there. I decided to go to the park. It was the middle of the night, so I thought no one would hear. I played my violin, played my heart out. To only find that she was right there in front of me. "Hey" I said looking at her. She looked at me and said "Wow I didn't know you played the violin and were that good too" looking surprised. "There are many things that you don't know about me," I said coming close to her face. I asked "How is it with your love life?" She answers me, but was looking down. " I still didn't tell him" Than I said something that might ruin our friendship. " Why couldn't you just love me instead? I could make you happy." She looked shock about what I just said. Than I went up to her and whisper the message that was meant to be sent, a long long time ago. " I love you"
After I said those words I ran away. Not ready for her answer. I decided to go home. Only to hear that I was moving away from her. Somewhere far away, someplace new.
I asked why, to only hear that it was for the family's business. I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. I didn't have much time before I leave, so I want to go up to her and say goodbye.
I went back to her house. To only find her on her bed crying. I want to go in and comfort her like I use too. Teasing her, protecting her, and loving her. But I know now that telling her was a mistake. Instead of doing the things that I use to do, I hurted her. The best thing for the both of us was to be away.
When it was time for me to go I wonder was it better that I left it like this. I mean being away from her. No I thought this was the last time I'll see her, so I'll take my chances. Right here, right now. I went to the park, to see her sitting on a bench. I walked up to her. She said nothing at first. Probably wondering what to say. So I'll talk first. " I am leaving, moving far away from here" She looked shock and answered. " Why?! That's not fair, you were always there for me and now you are leaving me?!" "When are you leaving?" she said looking like she was about to cry. "Now" I said. "Will you come back?" she said as tears began to form. "Probably not" I said, sounding like I didn't care. I started to walk back to the airport to get on to the next plane. She watched me walk back. I guess this was the end for the both of us. I turn around facing her. "Good bye" I said.
When I got back to the airport and got on my plane. I thought that maybe I could find a new beginning. Who knows what life will bring us. But I do hope that there will be a guy that will love her more than I do.