A/N: Oh, dear. I've written another Deadman Wonderland fic. Not really a surprise there. And another big surprise: It's another free verse poem. This time it's from Minatsuki's point of view. If it seems hard to follow, good. I took a lot of liberty from the small flashback that was provided. I meant for this to be a poem that's…all over the place, I guess you could say. And all the spacings and stuff are intentional.

Disclaimer: I don't own DW. If I did…Crow. n_n

I wasn't always like this.

I remember a time when

Everything was bliss.

When my mother was there.

Oh, my dear, darling mother.

With her house of flowers.

Compared to a rose, I was insignificant.

Not even her husband could compare.

The memory; it's always in my head.

Flowers, soil, pots, leaves

Falling.

My terrified cries.

And her, running, running.

Mother dearest, I have you to thank –

Without your abandonment, I wouldn't

Be the

Crazy Beautiful

Person

I am today.

Mother dearest, I hope you know.

Your influence on me wasn't all bad.

I don't make people suffer all that long.

But I bet you don't know that

Every time I hurt someone

I think of you

And

Smile.

Dearest mother,

All my hatred for humanity

Comes from you.

All my

Grins, Laughs, Deceptions, Deviations

Are thanks to you.

My dearest mother –

Whom I loved oh so much

I hope you're burning in hell.

A/N: Okay then. That was…really weird. But fun to write. As always, reviews/constructive criticism are welcome and appreciated.