Shizumasa-sama… Takanari-sama… My love is split in two.
Takanari-sama, you were my first love. You gave me my first glimmer of light. You made me believe I could be happy in the shadow of my father.
Then my father sold me, and I plummeted into darkness. My wings were cut, and it seemed like the scars would never heal. There was no room for light in my dark world. But… Shizumasa-sama, you found me. You were the rising sun that pierced my everlasting midnight.
And Takanari-sama, all these years you've had to hide who you are. You tried to rebel. You were distant and unsociable, wanting out of a role you never wanted to fill. But now you smile. You try to interact with the world, realizing things can be okay. And you say it's because of me? That touches my heart.
Shizumasa-sama, you've had the weight of the word on your shoulders. Being the heir to Togu family is a large burden. And you've been struck with an illness, not being able to attend school, to go outside even. And you can't wait to get better. So you can see me.
You've both helped me. You're both my light. It's so hard to… to choose. I know eventually I'll break one of your hearts. It's seems too cruel to put darkness in one of your lives when you've both brought so much light to mine. But for now I'll smile. These thoughts will go to the back of my mind. Eventually I will have to face these troubles. But for the moment… Smile, Haine. Smile.