A/N: OK, this is my second story. My other story is about My Babysitter's a Vampire. It's called Emergency Love, if you want to read it. I hope you like this. This takes place the day after the crossover with ICarly with Steven. This story is going to mainly Beck's POV.

Discaimer: I do not own Victorious. This is FanFiction.

Beck's POV:

"I wonder how Tori's doing?" I looked at Andre. He looked out the window. We were at his house. Robbie should be coming but we could manage on our own.

"I say we give Robbie five more minutes and the-" He was interupted by Robbie arguing with Rex.

"I told you to leave the girl alone but when you didn't she threw me out!"

"She shouldn't have been mad! I was complimenting on her butt!"
"Some girls don't like that!" After that I decided to but in.

"OK! Guys! Talk about it later. Me and Andre are going to Tori's house, are you coming or not?" I hollered. "Just leave Rex if he's bothering you! We don't want to make her more upset!"

"Well she looked fine yesterday! She was singing and laughing and dancing." Robbie pointed out.

"But you left early. She was a little bit of a wreak after the party. Carly's brother dropped her off at her house because she was crying and had no way home." Andre told him.

"Oh, well I'll leave Rex here."

Five minutes later we were at her doorbell. answered.

"Oh hello Andre, Beck and Robbie. Tori's not feeling well."

"We know what happened. We came to cheer her up." I answered.

"Well come on in. Tori's in the bathroom, but you can wait in her room."

We walked in and went up to Tori's room. Expectedly it wasn't neat or cheerful. There were pictures of Tori and Steven cut up, her mini trash can tipped over, pillows all over the floor, and her purple flower comforter was halfway on her bed and halfway on the floor. I sat on her messy bed, and moved the one pillow. Andre sat at her desk with her laptop sitting crookedly half open and half of a Steven face sitting there smiling and he moved it to the trash can trash. Robbie sat down in front of her mirror on the floor.

Tori walked in kind of like a zombie. Mascara streams crusted on her face with dark circles of eyeliner and mascara under her eyes. Her hair was tangled and when she looked at me I was a little surprised by the darkness in her eyes. The eyes that always sparkled when she laughed. Even when she was sad she still had a gleam in her light chocolate eyes, but now they were filled with full on pain, sadness and hatred.

"What are you doing here?" She growled. "I'm doing fine."

"We came to see you." Andre told her. She flashed a glare at all of us and sat down on her bed and said," Well if your here to cheer me up then you should leave because I don't need any cheering. I'm happy! Can't you see how happy I am!" She was yelling by the time she finished. She calmed down, and looked at all of us. I was close enough to see the tears forming in her eyes. "No I'm not!" She broke down crying. Andre and Robbie came over. I put my arm around her and she cried into my shoulder. The rest of the afternoon we stayed and talked. She cried and shouted and let it all out. Later I dropped Andre and Robbie off at Andre's house so Robbie could get Rex. They continued their argument as soon as they met. After I dropped Robbie and Rex off I went home.

Later that night

I was walking into an area that seemed vaguely familier. I walked around and saw a pool outside. Someone, a girl, was swimming in it. She climbed out and I recognized her immediatly. Tori. The water dripped down her slim body. She had a pink two piece swim suit on.

"Come on Beck. I wanna swim but I don't want to swim alone." She begged me suductively. I looked down and saw I was in my green swimming trunks. My hands were shaking. I walked slowly to her and she smiled. When I got to her she pulled me close and just as our lips were about to meet, I woke up.

I was drenched in sweat and on the floor. I was breathing heavily.

"Holy shit." I whispered. I sat up and looked at the clock. 5:30. Half and hour earlier than when my alarm goes off. I got up and decided to take a shower.

I shouldn't be having these dreams about Tori. I have a girlfriend. And she just broke up with her boyfriend. I got out just as my alarm goes off. I shut it off and got dressed.

I needed to tell someone about it, I thought Robbie would be good but he seems to have his own problems. Andre would be good if it wasn't his best friend I was talking about. Cat would listen but wouldn't be very useful.

I got out my phone and called a friend.

"Hey meet me at Karaoke Dokie, 'k" I told her.

"Yeah ok."

Later at Karaoke Dokie...

I was sitting at a table listening to the music when a girl walked up to me.

"Hey stranger."

"Kayla. Glad you could make it." I stood up and gave her a hug.

"So what's the occasion?" She smiled and blew her blonde hair out of her face. She was my best friend back home, half an hour away.

"I need your help. I've been having, dreams, about a girl, when I have a girlfriend. I think I love Tori. Uhm. I mean I love Jade."

"Beck. It's fine you don't need to hide how you feel with me. I don't even know them. So let me get this straight, you love your girlfriend, but your dreaming about another girl who your in love with. Am I right?"

I nodded.

"Ok so you don't know what to do. I think you should think about the reasons you love them and make a choice. It's not fair for you to be in love with two girls to either of them. But if you make a choice now, and you think that it was the wrong choice later on, just choose again. But don't keep switching everytime you get board with one of them. You need to think of their feelings."

I thought about it for awhile.

"I know what I wan't and I'm going for it. Thanks Kayla." We hugged goodbye and I left.

I drove all the way home. I didn't have time to see either one of them. I got ready to go to bed and layed down.

"Beck. Beck." A soothing voice called my name. I opened my eyes and was staring into beautiful brown eyes. I took it all in and realized it was Tori and we were in her bed room. I sat up and looked at her. She pulled me into a long kiss. Her hand ran through my hair and my hand gripped her waist and pulled her on top of me. She broke the kiss and nuzzled my neck. She bit my ear, and whispered "I want you." She pulles him into a quick kiss and starts to kiss his jawline. I felt her warm hands down at my waist pulling my shirt up. I sit up so my shirt can go up easier and she smiles a sexy smile and starts kissing my chest. I gently pushed her up and started to unbutton her shirt while kissing her. As soon as her shirt was off I got on top and started to kiss her neck. I got lower on her chest and went back to her mouth. My tounge easily slid in and was scoping her mouth. My hands were unclasping her bra and it slid off.

I woke up drenched in sweat. I looked down and saw a bump in the covers.

"Aw shit." I looked at the clock 9:00. It was Sunday.

Later that day. I called Jade and was going over.

I rung the door bell and took a deep breath.

Jade answered.

"Hey are your parents home?"
"No they went to Santa Monica for their anniversary. They'll be gone for the rest of the month. Why?" She smiled a wicked gleam. That kind of made it harder to say.

"Jade. I think we should break up."

Her smile instantly changed from happiness to shock to sadness to anger.

"Why?"

"I think I'm in love with someone else."

"Have you been cheating on me?"

"No. I know your upset so I think I should go."

I got to my car and sighed. I looked out the window and saw Jade crying and walk inside.

I felt bad so I went to Andre's.

I rung the doorbell and waited and rung the doorbell again. No answer. I left and sat in the car in front of Tori's house. I eventually got myself up to the door. I rung the doorbell. No going back now. Mr. Vega answered this time.

"Hi Beck." He shook my hand and let me in. "You know Tori has been so much better ever since you boys came over. Tori's in her room. I'm assuming that your looking for her." I nodded and Trina came down the steps.

"Hi Tori's friend." And she walked into the kitchen. I went up to Tori's room and saw her listening to music. I took a deep breath and knock loud enough for her to hear me. She turned and smiled. She turned down the music.

"Hey," She gently smiled.

"Hi. There's something I want to tell you."