Authors Note: Guys this is truly my first fan fic and if you have any suggestions send them in PM's and I will see to it that I will try and improve with later Chapters. Thanks!

Warning: There is suggestions of sex and mild language in this first chapter. If you do not like that I suggest skipping over that part[it's only really like a sentence or two].

One more step and that's all it would take; to be lost forever in a world of darkness and loneliness. That fate was much more appealing to Kagome than to continue on living. Her chocolate brown eyes gazed at the ocean as it crushed against the rocks. That would be her body. She pouted faintly as she thought back to what had happened.

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The day was a beautiful one, one that rarely crossed the skies nowadays. The weather had been drastically changing ever since their last battle with Naraku. Inuyasha and his comrades had almost one. They had almost over powered Naraku. He was probably scared that they would find him this time and actually defeat them so he had changed the weather to mask his scent. Naraku wasn't a dense one.

The friends were relieved that they had gained so much strength over these past few months. Now they could actually relax for a while not having to worry about Naraku coming after each other.

"Guys I have to go chase after Kilala. She just ran into the forest," Sango said with a shifty tone.

No one thought nothing of it until Inuyasha soon got up to follow her. Kagome glanced around and saw that Kilala was sitting next to the campfire curled up in a ball asleep. She found that to be rather suspicious. Why would Sango say that and why would Inuyasha follow?

Whilst Miroku was busy with Shippo, Kagome slipped off into the forest. She used the trees as guides a she walked deeper into the forest seeing as it was getting dark outside. Her head jerked in the eastern direction as she heard all sorts of moans and grunts coming from that direction. Kagome walked until there was a small opening.

Her head peeked out behind a tree and she let out a small gasp when she found her two friends on the ground. Inuyasha held Sango in his arms as he thrust into her. Kagome couldn't believe this! That was supposed to be her over there with Inuyasha. She loved him! She wanted to be the one becoming one with Inuyasha in the most sacred of rituals. A single tear ran down her face as she sprinted off into the darkness.

She was the one who wanted to be loved. She felt betrayed. She could never go back to them now…

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She had been betrayed by her two best friends. Had she always been destined to be alone in this world? That's what Kagome thought at least. She inhaled a breath and closed her eyes. She relaxed her body and let go of everything. Her body fell and fell down the long stretch to the sharp rocks and crushing pressure of the water.

It felt like hours she had been falling. She wondered when she was going to hit the rocks and end the ache in her heart. Kagome opened her left chocolate brown eye only to see that she was surrounded with a purplish black mist. Her body felt warm and not the cool moist air that she was expecting to feel. She slowly opened her other eye to look and see a white fur. Her eyes traveled upwards only to realize that the person who rescued her was her worst enemy.

Naraku…

Kagome let out a scream only to have her mouth cover with a hand. Naraku dropped a bit of his miasma into her body knocking her out.

Deep brown orbs glanced around the room. It was dimly lit with two or three candles so she couldn't really see much of the décor. She felt a cushion below her. Naraku must have put her in this bed. She glanced around the room once more only to notice a dark figure in the corner. Instinctively Kagome moved her body back.

"Ah..so you have awakened," a deep baritone voice said. Steps could be heard stepping closer towards her. Soon a body could be felt on the futon. He expected her to scream or something of the sort but she didn't. He had seen what had happened to her. Maybe this had explained why her usually spunkiness had gone away.

"Your not going to speak to me? Fine, I know something that will make you talk," he said with lust in voice. Kagome felt a hand run up her thigh. She twitched slightly, but then sighed.

"Anything is better than being there with those two," Kagome mumbled as she moved her legs away from Naraku. He raised a brow though she couldn't really see though because it was dark. What was she supposed to say at a time like this? She was depressed because her friends had betrayed her. At least if they would have told her then she would been alright with this. She would have been happy for them because that's the kind of person she was. But no, they had to go and do this behind her back. Thinking that she wouldn't find out about their secret rendezvous. 'To hell with them' she thought.

Naraku was getting rather curious now. He wondered what could be runing through the miko's mind at the moment. He glanced at her sulking form. He know how she felt. Hurt. Lonely. Un-loved. Ashamed. Foolish. Maybe he could help...no,no,no. What was he thinking. He didn't want to help her. He was just glad that someone was hurting just as bad as he was.

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