This story is rated M for adult situations, actions, content, you get what I'm saying.

Summary; After being with Kaname for over a year Yuki becomes depressed and is sent by Kaname to obtain "closure"

"Yuki"She heard him calling her name form the door way but felt no need to answer. She'd been sitting at her vanity all morning, playing with her long hair and staring down at the small box of blood tablets that rested near her hand. It had been a year since she left Cross Academy and her old life along with it.

"Yuki love"Kaname walked across the room and stood beside her. His hand gently resting on her shoulder.

"Yes?"Yuki didn't bother looking up at him, she'd seem him every day and spent every waking moment with him. Not that she didn't enjoy it, Kaname had for a long time now been the object of her affection and yet he didn't bring her joy.

"My love what's bothering you, it's been weeks and you haven't smiled once, do I need please you anymore.."There was a sadness in his voice as Kaname spook. He lowered himself down beside her and kissed her head gently, his fingers running through her hair trying to sooth the pain she was feeling deep within her heart.

"No of course not! I love you Kaname, I love you very much"Yuki looked over to him with a half hearted smile, trying her best to look her best.

"And I love you Yuki, my heart is yours and yours alone, but this sadness your feeling.. I want to take it all away"Kaname began to stand and pulled her up with him gently. Leading her across the room over to the bed they shared every night, yet never completely and fully shared as a couple. He sat down and watched as she came to sit beside him.

"I'm fine Kaname, it's just hard getting used to being a vampire"Yuki patted his hand trying to reassure him that she was happy. But even she didn't believe herself.

"Or is it hard to get used to not seeing him?"Kanames eyes seemed to deepen as if there was an emptiness forming. But Yuki's eyes widened slightly at his bold claim, feeling both happy and ashamed.

"You know part of me still loves him"She removed her hands from her and placed them carefully into her lap, feeling the pain of admitting her shameful desire and the pain of Kanames heart breaking.

"I know you never stopped Yuki… perhaps it's time you go and visit him"Kaname closed his eyes as he spoke, it was the only way to hide his anger from her eyes.

'This will be good for Yuki, she will go to see him, realize her feelings for him have changed and return to me. I have spent over a year here with her, we've shared our hearts and souls'Kaname thought quietly to himself attempting to justify his actions

"No Kaname, I don't think that'd be a good idea.. Ze..Zero hates me now, I'd never be able to face him"Yuki felt it again, the strained pain on her heart, it was the same pain she felt whenever she fell asleep at night now, no matter how close Kaname held her, or how much he would comfort her, the pain was still there.

"Yuki my love he doesn't hate you.. no one could ever hate you"Kaname placed his arm around her and pulled her close, he could hear it in her voice that she would begin to cry soon. Whenever Zero was brought up it seemed like she would always begin to cry.

"Kaname..I..I don't think I can do it"Yuki pressed her face against his shirt, feeling the smooth soft fabric against her now red and tear stained cheeks she began to sob

"You can Yuki it's alright, you can leave tomorrow and come back in a week. I'll call your father tonight"Kaname placed his hand on her back and getting soothed her cries

'She'll no longer cry over him after this, she just needs closure.. yes closure'

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