Summary: She's a troubled girl when she saw her two friends betray her in a way she could never imagine. She's cold, stoic, distant, and numb. She became a cutter to take away all the pain away. He came along and showed her to love again. But when the man she used to love came for her, what will happen now? (Somewhat a song fic. Not a one-shot) Sesshy/Kag
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha, and Going Under which is by Evanescence.
Chapter one:
Going Under
Kagome's eyes widened at the scene in front of her. How could he? And how could she? They were betraying her in the worst way ever: making love in front of her, but they didn't know. She knew that her friend knew she loved Inuyasha. And she thought Inuyasha knew that she loved him.
Sango, her new, former best friend, and Inuyasha, her former love, crushed her heart. The feeling was worse than him cheating on her with that clay pot.
Kagome trudged toward the middle of the forest; her tears fell to the floor. Her heart never seemed colder. She wiped the last tears away from her face as she looked at her reflection in the lake. She saw her reflection, but something was different. Her bluish gray eyes were empty. No emotions in there.
She felt no pain, sorrow, anger, happiness, betrayal, or anything else. Closing her eyes, she sighed and slowly walked back to the village, and had on a mask that could fool them.
"Mama! Where were you?" the young fox, named Shippo walked up to Kagome. She put the mask on and smiled brightly and said, "I was out for a walk in Inuyasha's forest Shippo-chan." Shippo nodded and headed into Kaede's hut.
Kagome sighed and also headed toward the hut. She thought of nothing but what she had scene. How angry it made her. She slowly made her way her yellow bag. Suddenly, Miroku came in.
"Hello Kagome, what are you doing?" He asked, looking at her. She turned around and looked at him. His eyes widened with shock as he saw no emotions in there what so ever.
"Kagome, what happened?" He asked her, taking a seat next to her. She continued to look at him and answered, "Inuyasha and Sango…betrayed me in the worse way ever."
His eyes went huge, as he felt his heart break slowly. He loved Sango, but now he knows she doesn't love him. "Are you okay, Kagome?" He asked as he embraced her. She put on a fake smile and said, "Yeah, I'm not heartbroken."
She pulled out her CD player and put on her Evanescence CD in and played the music really loud, letting the music blare out for everyone to hear. Just her luck, Sango and Inuyasha came in as the song started.
Kagome just sat there, singing along softly.
now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me (I'm going under)
don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
She looked up at them and glared while singing.
I'm going under (going under)
drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Inuyasha walked closer to her, to see what was wrong, she pushed him away. What's wrong with her?' He thought.
blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so I don't know what's real, so I don't know what's real, and what's not, so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
"Kagome-chan, what's wrong?" Sango asked softly, trying to help her friend. Kagome just stopped glaring and looked at Sango with blank eyes. "Why do you want to know Sango?" She asked with an emotionless voice.
I'm going under (going under) so go on and scream
drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
Sango was a bit taken back. "What is wrong Kagome? Maybe we can help you!" She said, with a hurt voice. "Stop pushing us away."
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under
Kagome got up and got her yellow bag (It's not so big, since she hasn't been home in a week) she put her stuff away and walked out the hut. "I'm going out for a walk." With that, she walked away.
"What's wrong with her?" Inuyasha asked Miroku. Miroku just glared at him. "You know what you did to her. It's because of you and Sango." And with that, he walked away, leaving the hanyou and slayer feeling ashamed that they hurt the people they care for, and trusted them.
A/n: So what you think? I hope you like it, review or leave a reasonable flame. I know the song doesn't really fit, but I was listening to Evanescence.