She's the girl only I Know
AN- This is a story about practically something every girl who doesn't have a perfect life so this is a little story that goes to all you girls who don't exactly have perfect lives.
She stays up late at night always trying to forget her past but she can't. Her family has been falling apart, she gets bullied almost every day even cyber bullied, she lost all trust in her 'friends' except for her two best friends she's known all her life. She is in need of love, trust; she will also be remembered as the one who always sticks up for her friends through thick and thin even if the bullies pick on her friends she'll always protect them if the bullies try to do anything to them. She is the one that always gets hurt for her friends. She's the leader. She has strength and trust in her but she just can't seem to find it. All she wants to do is live a normal life not a bad life even though it may cause her pain deep inside it does matter and her friends know it that bullies bothers her the most even if she does stick up for them. All she wants is just meet her idols, her inspirations, and her life. She just wants to be that normal happy teenager again that's all she can ask for. You want to know who that girl is? It's practically some of us who don't live a perfect life like me cause most of us go through rough times like this and we just have to stick up for ourselves too no matter what the price is you only have one life to live life the way you want it not someone who makes the decision for you. We always try to find a way to meet our idols, inspirations, role models, and our life. We aren't all the same its how god made us we can be strong sometimes but not all. Yes we may cry ourselves to sleep, starve ourselves, or even do other things like cut ourselves but it doesn't really solve any of our problems except our health like I need the most help cause I do pretty much everything to try and get killed no one's perfect, everyone's is just as beautiful and equal in this world even if we are suffering in life we can still make a change. I love you all because we're a family and nothing can change that and you know what that family is called? Yea that's right, it's called the Rusher Family. We all support one another and nothing will change that I love you rushers no matter what happens in life. If you need someone to talk too I'm here to listen so don't be afraid just tell me and I'll help you out trust me. I love you all always and forever.
Much Love XOXOXO –Regina 3