Good Intensions Gone Wrong
Chapter one: The Friends I betrayed and the Family that in Turn Betrayed Me.
A/N: No I do not own inuyasha or any other inuyasha cast member. Though I often times wish I did.
Kagome POV
Having just got back from a weeklong stay in my own era studying and taking my final tests this year before summer vacation started I was just outside Kaede's hut when I caught Miroku speaking.
"It has been seven days I do not think we can wait any longer. Naraku lies in wait while we sit here once more. Perhaps it is time to ask Lady Kagome to stay home. That way we may search out shards always uninterrupted." He concluded already tears shone in my eyes. Then Sango spoke my hopes perked and were immediately dashed.
"Yes. Perhaps it is time. Besides she will be safe and we will not be as hindered in battle she since cannot properly defend herself." She added.
"Keh plus the wench can hardly see the shards or even use that damn bow right. She's lucky she is so damned lucky." Inuyasha snorted.
I heard nothing more than the threes sounds of agreement. Nothing was said by Shippo, Kirara, or Kaede. To them I was grateful. It appeared I had been voted of the island. So be it I guess. Turning around I walked back toward the forest and in the direction of the well. Once I hit the tree line I scribbled a note and attached it to my arrow as well as the small vial of jewel shards minus the smallest. Taking aim I shoot.
-A few minutes earlier in Kaede's hut normal POV-
"Did it work? Is she heading back?" Sango asked sadly. A depressed inuhanyou nodded.
"Heard the whole damn thing… she… she cried and walked off." He muttered his heart barely kept from shattering. Looking over to the kit that was like Kagome's son he stared into his sutra paralyzed face. His eyes screamed hatred and vengeance. It hurt seeing the kit look at him so though he had a hard time showing it he loved the kit like his own. Inuyasha's heart cracked some more. At least Kagome would be safe. Everyone looked pained Kaede ignored them all not once had she agreed to their plans. She would not comfort them from their own foolish choices. The kit however as well as the also sutra stopped twin tail were a different story. She gently peeled each sutra off their captives careful not to pull fur too hard. They darted to her lap soft cries escaping them both.
Then suddenly a whoosh and a small thud was heard outside the hut. As a group they darted outside Inuyasha's eyes immediately saw the arrow sticking directly between the two small boards that crossed in the window. It was dead center. From the scent and the vial of shards he knew it was from Kagome. Noticing the letter he pulled it off. It read:
To the friends I thought family, and those who remained true.
I am sorry I turned out to be so worthless. I apologize for every wound physical and emotional I have been the cause of to each of you. All of this is my fault, after all I broke the jewel that started this whole mess.
Inuyasha I love you so very much. I am sorry that I stood in the way of you and Kikyo. I will stand down and leave you to find your happiness. Sango I am so sorry for breaking the jewel. Had I not your family and your people would still be alive and your brother free and still innocent in every sense of the word. Miroku I apologize to you for the many poisonings and injuries your wind tunnel has suffered because of my incompetence. I am also sorry I helped to endanger your life by slowing you down killing Naraku and any spreading your wind tunnel may have done because I insisted I go home to study. I apologize to you all for always being so selfish. Kirara I do not know if I have ever harmed you personally aside from what happened to the slayers I know you loved them too I am sorry I caused such a large loss to you.
To Kaede I apologize that I cannot bring myself to die to bring back your sister. If there was a way I would. I suppose I am too much a coward. I suppose I should apologize to Inuyasha on this matter as well. To you both I am so very sorry.
To my dear sweet baby boy Shippo I am sorry the thunder brothers killed your father for his shard of the jewel I guess that was my fault to. I am so sorry my mistake left you without parents to care for you. I also am sorry that because of my own failures I must leave you for now. Know that I love you as my own son. I will see you again Kami willing. Probably when you least expect it. I hope one day you forgive me. Stay safe my beloved son. And remember what I taught you about forgiveness. Cling to it.
As you are reading this I am already through the well. I have sealed it. It will remain so until I feel it safe to come back. There is a seal on both sides Inuyasha you may remove your sides when it is safe. I will remove mine when I am ready to see you all again. Thank you for the memories. And for being my family even if I presumed too much of my relationships with you all. Regardless know that however you feel about me I will always love you all. Look after each other and stay safe.
With all my love and regrets, sincerely yours, Kagome Higurashi.
PS I am sorry if I nearly hit anyone with this it was supposed to hit dead center of the windows crossing wood. But I never could aim well I am terrible with a bow after all.
Inuyasha broke. Falling to his knees he howled a heart wrenching howl full of sadness and grief and most of all regrets. Kagome was gone. Sealed away on both sides. Yes he was able to remove one seal, but the second he could never touch. What if she never wanted to, what if she tried and the well would not let her through she would think they still did not want her around. His heart crumbled to dust. What had he done?
-From the Forrest Kagome's POV-
I had placed the seal on my side keeping Inuyasha from coming to the future to look for me. I could pass as I pleased then once on the other side I placed the second on the feudal eras side it was indeed meant to seal but it was an ancient seal created nearly 200 years in the future from the time period I now stood in. It sealed in purity and repelled evil. To anyone of this time it was a strange sealing sutra. That is all they would sense from it. I meant everything I wrote to my friends but I couldn't just stop helping them or trying to atone for my mistakes. Weather I, or they liked it I was the shikon miko and I had a responsibility to the Kami and to fate. I would train and travel. With time I would become a functioning warrior priestess that I so longed to be. I used another family sutra and placing it upon myself I hid my aura, scent and became chameleon like blending into my surroundings. No demon even with a keen nose would know I was right behind them. My weapons as well as belongings blended to. For now I would blend. I was glad grandpa had told me of these sutras and I was able to find them so quickly.
Quickly I made my way around the Forrest and through the village and hid behind the hut. I saw the others as Inu read it aloud. He choked on his words stumbled and at the end fell to the ground a howl escaped him. I knew he probably felt bad I had heard them and he hadn't had a way to break it more gently or lie to me to keep me in the future so he would have no regrets. But it was too late I made my way to Kikyo's burial site and decided to camp there until Inuyasha and the others left. Than my own journey would begin. This time without the friends I had betrayed, and the family that had in turn betrayed me.
Me: Ok every one sad Chapter right? Well get use to it there will be several sad moments and even now I have not decided if I want to give this a tragic or happy ending. I suppose we shall see. For now no skit but I would like your coments so read review and tell your friends. Until next time good bye!