A/N: You might want to read the author's note in Secrets before continuing. I don't expect this to get much attention. Just did it for fun. The Autobot mentioned should be obvious. If not, tell me and I'll let you know.
Disclaimer: Nothing is what I own. Now if you excuse me, I'm going to work on TESOW.
Guilt
Once a week, Fallengrace would sneak out of the Decepticon Base while everyone was in deep recharge. She would then fly to a location known as the Lookout and there he always was, waiting for her…
She transformed mid-flight and landed next to the older mech. No one said a word. Then she reached out and caressed his face; he came closer and stroked her wing. Fallengrace shuddered from his touch and began to kiss him. He kept touching her gently and everywhere his mouth components touched sent an electric charge through her systems.
With every kiss, touch, and moan she gave her Autobot lover, Fallengrace felt like she was betraying her family. This mech had bad experiences with Fallengrace's father, after all, the Autobot did get his legs blasted off by him and the information he had managed to sneak off with over the centuries had caused many a Decepticon failure. Just being here with him could have the Seeker femme branded as a traitor.
She shoved her doubts away. She wasn't a traitor, she didn't gave him top-secret plans, nor did she tell him where the base was located. She wasn't endangering anyone.
An alarm went off, forcing Fallengrace to pull away from him. She checked the time; there was only an hour left before everyone woke up at the base.
"I have to go," she said quietly. She turned to leave when he grabbed her hand. She looked at his pleading face and knew what was coming.
"Why don't you join the Autobots? You're a neutral, no one would give you a hard time. Please," he begged.
"I can't. I'm not a warrior and the Decepticons would constantly try to kill me so you would lose your only flyer," she lied.
"I guess, but that's okay," he said, trying not to sound disappointed. "See you next week Gracie?"
She smiled, "Of course! Decepticons couldn't keep me away."
Fallengrace transformed and took off, feeling even more like a traitor than she did before. She was lying to him; he didn't know that Starscream was her father and that she was expected to become a Decepticon herself one day. The guilt of all these lies was killing her.
She couldn't join the Autobots, not without breaking all ties with her family. But she didn't want to join the Decepticons either; she didn't want to give her lover up.
She had to remain neutral. When the time comes for her to choose, she hoped her father wouldn't be disappointed in her.
But until the war between the Autobots and Decepticons ends, Fallengrace would have to keep this secret.
A/N: R&R. Man, I hope these one-shots get better.