This is something that I found in my notebook. I had forgotten about it. After I read it, I was like 'wait a minute. I wrote this? Oh yeah! Now I remember!' And so I present to you 'Blood Lust'.
EPOV...
You make me feel I fight a war.
The songs I sing are sick as Hell.
My time on earth has yet to yield.
You buy my pain, though pay me love.
I'm coming undone as long as you stand,
But sick enough I am to kill.
I yearn to sink my teeth in your neck,
To feel your blood beneath my lips.
I lurk, a masochistic fool. An idiot.
What is life without you? I wonder.
It's not a life at all.
But if I do not fight instinct,
You may be lost as though a dream.
A very sick, lovely dream of love and pain.
Your kiss is both a gift and curse.
I need your love, but to taste your blood!
Which shall it be?
Life or death?
Me or you?
You say you trust me, although I see a fear you harbor through those dark eyes.
It is simple to give in to the thirst I feel.
But to master it, to hold myself away and love you.
This is what I need, what I crave.
What my soulless, unbeating heart calls for.
Bring me back to life.
Distract my thirst for a moment.
Make me feel the things from my past.
The all too human emotions that have fled me.
Help me remember a world where blood wasn't my life.
Call me back.
The monster beneath is hiding away.
I need to be myself.
What I've become makes me sick.
Pull me out of my vampiric slip.
What do you think? This just sort of came to me one day and I wrote it down. I didn't know it was so good until I forgot about it and read it again. and guys, for those of you who don't know, it doesn't have to rhyme to be a poem. And I know some parts may not make sense to you, but to me they do. It isn't what I see in this that makes it good, though, it's what you see in it.
Oh, and if I come up with any other poems for Twilight, I'll post them here. I don't suggest you hold your breath, though. This stuff comes to me on a whim. Of course, if you know what I could do next for a poem, let me know and I'll give it a try.
