The fear of Hurting: A Ranma ½ fanfiction

Author: Animegeek Prisoner

This is my first fanfiction that I have posted on the web. I hope you set a review on this chapter so I can hear from you, I if I should keep going with this story. And just like you know it, English isn't my first language; please review about it as well. And thank you for reading my story. =D

The look in her eyes was enough for me. I jumped after her to save her when I had kicked her of the log. Why the heck did I kick her that badly, I should just have pushed her lightly of the log? I have no remorse even if it is a girl, a pretty girl too.

I took in everything I could and jumped after her in the speed of light. I just managed to take her hand before she the touched the ground. I replaced her back with me, and I took the fall damage. Before I even managed to say anything she pushed herself up. I wanted to say how sorry I was but I couldn't a word Chinese. Someone had to tell her that I was sorry.

I began to run towards the jusenkyo guide, but in the middle of the way the girl stopped me. She looked so serious, with her shiny blue hair and her brown eyes, I love brown eyes. She laid her hands on my cheek; she was having an evil smile on her face when she pushed my face towards hers. I stopped her doing when I took her hands of me.

I reached out my hand and made a stop sign. I run towards the jusenkyo guide, ''please tell her that I am sorry, so she know that I didn't meant to hurt her that bad." The jusenkyo guide looked like he had seen a ghost. ''oh no, you have won against an amazon woman, when you are girl,'' ''does it matter if I am a girl or a boy, I still won?'' ''yes it does really matter. If you are a girl and beat a woman of the amazon tribe, then the will give you the kiss of death, and they will follow you to the worlds end kill you. And all that, just because of very strong pride.''

I looked on the amazon woman's that where spread with fear in their eyes. ''are you really serious about this? Because if it is a joke, then it's not even a bit funny!'' I placed my hands on his chest and grabbed his jacket. ''yes, of course customer. I would never have lied to you about something this important,'' ''Then what should I do know?'' ''well sense you are original a boy, and you haven't yet been kissed, I probably could tell the amazon woman that you are boy and you can transform into your original form.'' I was so relieved that I could stop from being killed.

The jusenkyo guide was walking towards the girl that I had beaten, and almost have gotten ''the kiss of death'' from. I walked towards a boiler and took all the water on my body. When I had transformed into my original form, I saw a surprised face of the girl when she took her eyes on me. She was actually blushing. I just remembered that jusenkyo guide have said something about it was different when you were girl then boy. What could it be that was different?

I walked towards the jusenkyo guide and the girl. ''hey, you. What did you mean when you said that it was different for men then for girls? Well when you mention it. If a man win against an amazon woman, then the amazon women have to marry the guide,'' ''WHAT!'' marry me. So that's why she blushed, but even so, marry me just because I beat her, that's just insane. ''and one more thing mister, you will now get the ''kiss of marriage''

The girl walked towards me and just like last time she laid her hands on my cheek and pushed my head towards her. But this time she was happy, and had a beautiful smile on her. I wasn't resisting the kiss this time, I actually moved my head towards hers, and closed my eyes right before our lips was melted together.

I was so in to the kiss that I even wrapped my hands around hers, and was melting our bodies together. I heard her softly moaning, and I felt her warmth coming from her. It was a dream coming true; I haven't met with so many girls on my trip to become the ultimate martial artist, so this is my first time I have kissed a girl. Not that I have kissed a buy before, but this really meant much to me sense it's my first kiss, and I don't regret to choose her to be my first.

We separated from each other, and I was looking in her eyes that were shining from the evening sunlight. She opened her mouth and said to me ''wo ai ni.'' That was the last words I heard from her before one of the amazon woman's was heading over to the place. I didn't even know what ''wo ai ni'' meant.

''young boy, you who defeated my great granddaughter in battle, when you was in girl type, but now is in boy form, can I trust that you really are a man? Can you promise me that?'' ''wait can you speak Japanese? You are very talent full, but even so. Of course, as so long my name is Ranma Saotome, I will remain a man.'' What am I saying? If I keep this up I'm going to marry someone I have just met, is that really what I want for my life? Can I make this girl happy with this low of an understanding of girls? No I can't, this have to be someone else's task, I don't want to hurt this girl. I have just one choice, run for it.

I was looking down on the ground for a bit, just before I took off and sprinted fast towards pop, he who seemed to not have gotten any info from anybody what's happened. No, he had just eaten up all the food that was my original. No, that wasn't true either, it was original that girls food, and I just took it. I am really the worst.

I looked behind me, it was almost 20 persons after me. In the front was the girl standing, with an angry face, probably because I suddenly run away from her. If it was just some way, so we could get away from them. Then I remembered something that I had taken with us from one in the stores in China. It was smoke bombs. Perfect then I can distract them so I can escape. I am very sorry that it had become like this, but you deserve someone better than me.

I dropped 10 smoke bombs in front of us and I quickly got in the smoke and out again on the right side. I saw that no one was following us and I sprinted even faster than before just to make sure. I know that it would be a long way home just like it was to come here, but it's worth it. I mean, I am saving this girl for becoming one with me, so she can live happy.

Is someone behind me? I felt someone's presence behind me. I looked but I couldn't see or hear anything. Well for all I know maybe they are following me in this seconds I am running. They know the fortress much better than me. I couldn't help but to feel uncomfortable when I was running through the shadows and darkness.