I look up from my book to see Peeta gripping the back of a chair and grunting.

"Peeta," I get up to comfort him, knowing it is not going to help. His grip tightens on the chair and he slams it against the ground.

"Peeta!" Screaming his name sure gets his attention. He looks up from the ground and I see rage in his eyes.

Peeta slams me against the wall. I brace myself by closing my eyes knowing he is probably going to choke me like he did last month, I had accidently said my name was Katniss Everdeen and he strangled me, thank god Haymitch lives next to us or he probably would of killed me.

He slams his fist through the wall nearly a centimeter near my face.

"Katniss, I'm sorry," The rage in his eyes turn into sadness and pain.

"I'm leaving," I grab my bow and slam the door behind me.

I hear another slam behind me, and I hear Peeta's voice.

"Where are you going?"

"As far as I can get from you." I hear foot steps behind me and relize he is following me. I start jogging, running, sprinting. Of course he is going to catch up with me, but im so stubbern I refuse to believe it. I turn around and grab a arrow from my back.

"Another step, and I'll shoot,"

" You and I both know your not going to shoot me. Im sorry about what happened Katniss I cant keep these memories out of my head forever, I love you, and I hope you love me too."

A tear is forming in my eye but I don't let down my bow. At this moment it is almost as if I don't love him, but I know I do, like the feelings I had for Gale. But theres no Gale only Peeta.

I cant do this I say to myself and I put my bow down.

" you probably reget marrying someone who almost killed you." Peeta is normally the peron to laugh but he is serious this time.

" I don't regret anything and I wont, you just have anger problems," This time I have to be the first one to laugh, but peeta nods in agreement.

" Thank you for loving me."

" Its my pleasure."