Disclaimer: I under no circumstance own any part of the CSI Franchise. They all belong to Jerry Bruckheimer and CBS. The only person in this that belongs to me is Vave.

Ships include GSR, YoBling!, and SoNic.

A/N: Vave's first appearance.

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She didn't know if she just fall asleep or stay awake. If she fell asleep, she may never wake up to see the light of day. If she stayed awake, well, what would be the point? The light of day might never reach her.

Sara Sidle felt the muddy ground under her palm and dug her nails into the dirt. But she soon found out her attempt at pulling herself out would be in vain. She was stuck under a 2000+ lbs. machine of medal and the mud causing her to sink wasn't helping her out at all. If this happened two years ago, she may have given in and let rain take her away.

'But… I don't want to go. I don't want to die. I don't want to be here. I shouldn't be here. I'm NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE!' her mind screamed at her. There was nothing she could do but…cry.

She couldn't tell the difference between her tears or the water covering her face. All she knew was that she was weeping. And she couldn't do anything else.

"Say it for me, say it to me…and I'll…leave this life behind. Say it if it's worth savin' me." she mumbled between tears.

She could remember the day she had first heard that song on the radio. She was sitting in her 'comfy' chair in Grissom's living room, reading a forensics journal, when it played on the radio. It was right before the last chorus when Grissom walked in.

"And all I need is you ------- come please I'm callin'.

And oh, I scream for you ------- hurry, I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'.

Show me what it's like ------- to be the last one standing.

And teach me wrong from right ------- And I'll show you what I can do.

She could remember the look on his face, like it was meant for the two of them. She had thought the same thing. And now, she would never hear it again.

Sara Sidle was all alone……

…..Or so she thought.

Thus begins my 'novel' well sort of. ;-) Please review. They are my lifeline! Thanks for reading! The next chapter should be up soon.