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Claimer: I do however own The idea and the words typed.


Coming into my apartment on a Wednesday night only to find two of my best friends screwing each other sexually on my couch was not the best way to make me feel better about what just happened. So instead of get out of there like any other girl would when she found her two male best friends screwing each other on the couch, I did the exact opposite of that. I yelled and screamed and cussed like they had never heard from me before, I think Roxas went into shock and Axel said I was out of character but that didn't stop me, I just yelled some more.

"I DON'T NEED YOU GUYS SCREWING EACH OTHER ON MY COUCH WHENEVER I COME HOME!!!" was one of the things I yelled. I'm pretty sure Roxas retorted something along the lines of…"if you wouldn't come home on the days I use the house"

"I KNOW YOU PAY HALF THE RENT ROXAS, BUT WHO BUYS THE FOOD! WHO CLEANS THE APARTMENT! WHO PAYS THE BILLS!" was what I yelled to that as both he and Axel tried to get dressed. Roxas then said something about PMSing girls and mood swings as he and Axel left. I slammed the door behind them as I broke down. Sliding down the door I remembered what I had desperately trying to forget all day.

The thoughts of her lips on mine and the way I let her, I just couldn't believe that I had let her kiss me, even more I couldn't believe that I had kissed her back. I didn't even like Larxene, she had gone out with Axel while he was still 'straight', she had gone out with Marluxia while he was in a slump, and lastly she was a known slut. I knew all those things and I still couldn't let go of the feeling of her lips, her smell or how soft her hair felt as I ran my fingers through it.

I shook my head trying to make those images go away. "Get a hold of yourself Namine, it was nothing it meant nothing to you." I nodded my head to my thoughts as I slumped my shoulders and sighed. How the heck did I get myself into this mess? I think it started about four months ago…


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