(A/N Hey hey...so here is another story, it has been running through my head for the past few days and I decided I would write it just to see how it goes....I hope you like it
So please read and review
Disclaimer- I unfortunately do not, never have or never will own twilight or any of the awesome characters :(
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Chapter 1
The story begins
BPOV
My story begins with me dying.............
My name is Bella Swan and I have just came crashing of my motorbike and 135/mph. I was winning my race with just one corner left to get around but just as I was getting ready to take it I hit a bump in the road and went in to a speed wobble, I should have let go of the bike and let it glide on but instead I held on tight some how thinking that I could regain control. On many occasions I have seen others do this and I shout at them to let go, but now I know what it is like you just can't let go.
This is not my first race, nor is it my second. I have lost count of how many races I have took part in and won, I am the best this town has ever seen, my name is all over the streets and everybody knows who I am.
My father of course disapproves of my behaviour as after all he is chief of police, but this life style makes me who I am. Racing is my life it is like a drug to me, I need it to function, if I woke up in the mornings and thought that I couldn't race I would just go back to sleep as I would have no reason to get up.
I could hear the crowd scream my name as I came off I could hear shouts for some one to call 911, I could imagine my brothers waiting for me at the finish line. Emmett and Jasper, these boys are the main reason I am what I am. Renee our mother died giving birth to me, I never got to know her all I have was the stories, memories and photos my brothers and my father have to share with me. I was brought up in a house full of boys, so it was only natural that I would not be the typical girly girl, I had to fight for my keep, wrestle for the bathroom and get used to being constantly annoyed by my brothers.....good times.
I can't feel the pain and for that I am thankful, in fact I can't feel anything, my eyes are too heavy to open all I can do is lie here and listen to what is happening, I can hear people shout
"Get an ambulance quick"
"Is she still breathing?"
"Get Emmett and Jasper now"
Emmett and Jasper, I don't know how they will cope if I die, they would fall apart without me they really would. They may look all tough and macho on the outside but on the inside they are my lovable, kind and amazing big brothers. I could hear Emmett running to me shouting
"Bella Bella...please no Bella"
I could hear him beside me, I think I could feel the heat of his hands over my face and then his arms wrap around me and hug me to his chest, then I could hear Jasper
"No Emmett don't move her, she may have broken her neck or something, wait until..."
I could hear just about hear the ambulance in the distance, I was feeling weaker and weaker, and I was falling deeper and deeper into an endless pit of darkness and silence.
I blacked out after that and came round a little later and just like before I couldn't open my eyes, I could hear voices though, not very clearly but I could hear them...
"Do something...help her.....save her...God damn it do something?"
It was Emmett and he was crying and I felt bad for making him cry.....then the voices started to fade away and my darkness started to light up.....
Beep...Beep... ...Beep...Beep
"We're loosing her"
Beep... ... ... ... ............ Beep... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
"She's gone"
The last sound I could hear was Emmett and Jasper crying.
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There was a light and it was getting brighter and brighter, then suddenly I was in a room with windows....and there was someone standing at one of the windows......so this is heaven?
I walked towards the figure that was hidden beneath a white robe which hid their face, I looked out through the window they were looking out and I saw me. I was lying on a bed with wires all over my body, Emmett and Jasper where at my side crying begging me to come back, I wanted to shout at them to not give up, to get the doctors to keep trying that I was still here.
I looked at the Doctor who was very very handsome, looking at the nurse and shaking his head, they started to pack up the things they where shocking me with, they where like jump leads...jump starting my heart (A/N Sorry I have no idea what it is actually called) then I heard Jasper shout
"No...Please try once more...she's still here I can feel it please just once more"
Jasper nearly fell onto the bed, he was begging the doctor tears running down his face and his hands in fists clenching the blankets, Emmett had went over to lean against the wall but had slid down and was sitting with his head on his knees and wrapping his arms around his legs I could hear his sobs.
I could feel my tears; running down my face but made no attempt at wiping them away all I wanted was to be there for them, to let them know that they will be OK.
Then the figure beside me turned to face me....I have seen that face before......
"Mum?"
It was her...she was here with me.....finally 18 years later and I meet her for the first time...maybe this is not such a bad thing after all......it was as if she could read my mind
"No Bella......it's not your time....you must go back"
"But mum...."
She placed a finger over my lips and pulled my in for a hug...this will be the first time I have ever been given a hug by my mother, the first time I have heard her speak the first time I have actually see her with my own two eyes and I didn't want to let go of her.
"I love you"
I whispered embracing the moment
"Bella I always have and always will love you and your brothers and Charlie, every day and every night I have been with you, looking after you and protecting you and most of all loving you"
I couldn't stop the tears that where now coming, she was my mother.
"Bella you have to go back.......your not ready it's not your time"
With that I could see the light fading, I held on tighter to my mother not wanting to let go I never wanted to be parted from her again just as we had been brought together. The darkness came I fell deeper and deeper.......then I could feel a shock flow through my chest.....and I could hear and feel my heartbeat.
"She's back"
I could feel my heart getting stronger and stronger with each beat.
Jasper and Emmett where at my side again
"Bella Bella....O thank God Bella"
I could feel my body again....and I could also feel the pain and I let out a cry
"What's wrong with her?"
"The pain medication hasn't kicked in yet give it a few minutes"
"Bella can you hear me?"
It was Emmett, I wanted to show him that I could hear him, but I felt weak and tired and I could feel my body but I couldn't move it, so I tried to open my eyes and I did so but quickly closed them as the light was so bright, for a split second I thought I was back in the white room with my mother.
"Mum"
I called, and this time it was Jasper who answered
"Bella, she looked over you and sent you back to us"
Little did he know that she was exactly the one to send me back....but all I wanted now was to sleep?
EPOV
We are not even here 24 hours and dad has already been called into the hospital, there was an accident and he was needed. I hated my fathers Job he was a doctor and a very good doctor at that, because of his job our family has moved three times this year, but this time he promised that it would be the last, he had told the hospital in Forks that he would be staying until the end of his career as he wanted us to settle down here.
My two sisters weren't too happy about the fact that the nearest mall is 1 hour away; Alice and Rosalie practically base their lives around shopping. My mother Esme fell in love with this place as soon as we arrived saying that it was just perfect for us. My father Carlisle also said he was very fond of the place.
I on the other hand didn't like it one bit, I was very reluctant to move from Alaska. There I had my reputation, I had my title and I had my racing. I loved to race and I have to admit that I am totally awesome, I don't want to sound big headed but it's true I am just simply a good racer.
I have no idea what the racing scene is like up here but I intend on finding out very soon just as soon as my bike gets here, as I had to drive my car up from Alaska, my bike will be brought up with the rest of our furniture which should be arriving next week....I could last a week right?
My mother was in the kitchen cooking and Alice and Rose where watching some fashion show on television. I went to my room and decided that I would start to unpack...I stuck my I-pod into my speakers and hit shuffle. After I had the last box unpacked and sat on my bed looking at the ceiling I heard a knock on my door.
"Come in"
I shouted and I seen Alice's head come around the corner, she looked sad.
"What's wrong Alice?"
She sat beside me and I could hear her sob, I put my arm around her shoulders and hugged her close
"I don't know Edward, it's these feelings again. I just feel sad and have a feeling that someone is in pain"
Alice had came to me before saying things like this, Alice is not strange or a freak she is unique, she gets feelings and impulses, our parents just say they are her instincts. But we believe that it is more than that we believe it is some sort of 6th sense.
I held Alice for a little while longer while she got over these feelings, my mother called us down for dinner and told us that our father would be home a little late.
After I helped my mother clear up after dinner I went to bed and fell into a dreamless sleep thankful that tomorrow was a Saturday.
BPOV
I opened my eyes again; the room wasn't as bright as before. I took in my surroundings and seen that I was in a hospital room, then I could hear the annoying beeping come from beside me, I also noticed Emmett sleeping in the chair beside my bed, Jasper was sleeping in the chair beside the window and my father was in the chair on the other side of my bed.
I sat there looking at my family, these guys where everything to me, but I also need my racing.
How is my bike was there much damage? You would think that an accident would turn me off...but no I still love it, nothing will ever change that. A few minutes later and realisation hit, I could feel the pain, my chest felt sore when I breathed, my left leg was in a cast and so was my right arm from my fingers to my elbow. My heard hurt and it was pounding, I could see the cuts on my left arm and I could feel them on my face, OK so maybe it was bad.
After a while Emmett stirred and seen that I was awake, when his eyes met mine he came alive and shouted
"Bella your awake"
Dad and Jasper woke up as soon as they heard him shout, Jasper was by my side in seconds and dad leaned in, they where all happy to see me.
"Hey"
I croaked realising that my throat was sore, my father handed me a glass of water and I drank it all down.
"Bella you scared me, that bike has got to go"
No....he will not take it away from me, he had caught Emmett and Jasper's attention when he said that and they knew what I would say, I loved my bike, OK it wasn't much it wasn't classy but it was mine and it belonged to my mother before me....yes in her day she was a biker chick, she didn't race but she had her bike and my father told me she loved to ride it, that was a big reason why I love that bike so much it makes me feel closer to her.
"How is it?"
I asked Emmett because I knew my father wouldn't care
"Pretty bad Bell's, it took a few bad tumbles after you eventually let go, a few hundred worth of damage at least, but we called Jake and he took it, he said he will call up later to see you"
Emmett told me ignoring the death glares dad was sending him, Jake was a family friend who was a brilliant mechanic and I have known him all my life, he and I are best friends, apart from my brothers I spend a lot of my time with him.
I could hear my father sigh
"Dad, I'm not giving up the bike OK! No Matter how bad I am I will get back on, and I will race"
"But Bella look......"
"Yes I came off but accidents happen"
He dropped it because he could see me wince with pain and he called for a nurse to come with more medication, she came and pumped me full of stuff that made me tired again I managed to tell Charlie, Emmett and Jasper to go home and get some proper sleep and I will call them when I wake up later.
EPOV
Dad just joined us at the breakfast table and I had nothing planned for the day. Mum was just going to finish unpacking and Alice and Rosalie where going shopping for new furniture for their rooms, and also some new clothes.
My father was due back into the hospital again this morning, he told us about chief swans daughter coming off a bike and was very lucky to be still alive, but he had my full attention at bike. Chief Swan's daughter was into motor bikes? My father gave me a run down on her family telling me that her mother died giving birth to her, that she was brought up with her father and two older brothers Emmett and Jasper Swan. Bella's full name was Isabella, but she preferred to be called Bella. So she was some what a Tom Boy?
This Bella girl sounded interesting,
"How bad was her accident, what happened?"
My father was never interested in motorbikes, he didn't really care for them, he always told me how much of a death trap they are but he had no idea what it feels like to be on one.
"She's was racing and was going too fast and hit a speed wobble, came off and nearly killed herself"
Race.....she raced......there where races here.....this is getting better.......O of course it is bad that, Bella was in an accident, but there was a race. I wonder how often they are hopefully every week just like in Alaska.
"Edward, if you have no plans would you like to come with me, you can help me sort out my office in the hospital"
Well I have nothing else to do why not??
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