Inside A Lonely Heart
By CheerAngel3586
Genre: Drama with a little bit of humor...like one minute you'll be caught in suspense, then you'll be laughing, then crying...It's clever the way it was written!
New Characters: Dianna Kinomoto (Pronounced DeeAnna...or for short Dee=Di, age 16, blonde hair, green eyes, 5'2, skinny) Spencer Akane (age 16, spiky brown hair, hazel eyes, 5'11, muscular, looks like Abercrombie model ::drools:: named after my best guy friend who moved away ::cries:: but last names were changed!) Alex Ried (Jennie's brother age 19, spiky dark brown hair, saphhire blue eyes, 6'1, former soccer player named after my cousin Alex, who I wish was my brother because he's so COOL!) Josh Tashihara (age 17, highlighted spiked forward blonde hair, blue eyes, surfer, 5'11, muscles... ::drools again:: named after my sexy man...lol, I dated him, don't worry, I'm not falling for my characters! ::sighs:: I dumped him and want him back but he's a good friend now so...it's possible! again, last name not the same in real life) Jennie Reid (5'1, 96lbs (yeah, she's tiny...so am I, got a problem? lol), golden hair, sapphire blue eyes)
Rating: R; for content and language *Warning~A little bit of fooling around
involved...I NEEDED a break from innocence!
Reason for writing and explaination for dragging it out in the beginning; The reason I wrote this story is to show how characters build. And originally, it was called "Diary of a stalker" but...Jun Isn't exactly a stalker the whole story...so the old title was dropped... In the story, Characters are introduced and aren't what they seem...the first chapter is pretty stupid, but essential...
The first few chapters kinda drag out, so the beginning is kinda boring, but trust me, it gets better later on like most books do. The beginning drags out because it's essential for me to introduce each character and make their intentions clear! Plus I started this story my freshman year...Which was forever ago! And I had less writing experience...but now it's done and now that I'm a junior, it's BETTER!!! ::cheers for self:: Okay, so enjoy!
Description: Being wanted and being LOVED are two entirely different things. What's a girl to do when everything she is prevents her from having emotion at the cost of losing her life if true feelings get exposed? See life from two different sides as this girl decides what's more important. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Chapter 1: Opposites
"The one and only thing I love more than anything in
this world is a person. His name is Matt Ishida."
Mr. Hamasaki sipped his coffee as he read the last report he had to grade before he went home. This one was by Jun Motomiya, a junior. He had to admit that she was a good student, but not very bright. It had been a long day and the kids had driven him crazy. Little did he know was that his day was about to get much, much worse. He rolled his eyes at the stupid little things she said about Matt, another student of his who did a report on his guitar. (Matt was a sophomore, but in a junior class because he had taken English honors 1 as an eighth grader.) But in the second paragraph, what she said made him fall out of his seat.
"I know it sounds weird. But at night, when everyone is asleep, I sneak out of the house and walk the five blocks to Matt's house. I made a copy of his house key."
His eyes widened and he put her paper down. This was beyond creepy. He decided to give the damn girl an "A" and go home.
That night, Jun sat at her desk, scribbling in her diary as usual. This time, she had direct plans to replace Matt's girlfriend.
"Dear Diary, I can't believe it! Matt has a girlfriend! They've been together for FIVE MONTHS and I didn't even know about it! She's a little sophomore tramp named Jeniyfer or whatever. Grrr, he chose a cheerleader over me! It seems like she's sad though...Like something's wrong...Are cheerleaders supposed to be that way? I hope not because i'm trying out! I need to be like her if I want Matt's attention...plus I don't care about her anyway! She's dirt in my eyes... Well, bedtime, love ya, Jun"
She closed the book and went to bed, her mind full of thoughts about things she noticed and what she felt. Having absolutely no clue what went on in the mind of one of the most saught after girls in the school.
~*~*~*~*~
Jennifer Brianna Reid lay in her oversized bed, flashbacks of the day's occurences fresh in her head. Her sapphire eyes were filled with tears, knowing that her true feelings could never show. She had to be numb, because she was in a clique that forbade emotions of any kind. Here she was, wanted and admired by all, and yet, loved by none.
~*~*~Flashback~*~*~
"It's rediculous!" she shouted at her boyfriend. "Love me? PLEASE! You know damn well that Di put you up to this to test me!"
"Damnit Jennie! Why don't you know a good thing when you have it!? I DO love you! With all my heart! Why can't you see it?" he told her, his blue eyes filled with pain.
"I can't be in love and be loved back, it doesn't work that way." she murmured and ran off, tears streaming down her face.
~*~*~End Flashback~*~*~
Truthfully, she DID love him, but her circumstances forbade it. He knew very well that the clique that they resided in DID NOT let two people fall in love and stay together. If they ever fell in love, it would all be over. He knew it as well as she did, so why did he tell her that? Why did he LIE?
Those thoughts repeated over and over in her head. But she had to forget them before the next day, she had to look cute for Matt to get him to accept her apology. After all, she was brainwashed to think that looks were the most essential thing in the universe next to fashion, money and cleanliness. She had all of that, having had everything she ever wanted that money could buy since the day she was born. She was becoming her mother, a classic beauty; remeniscent of Aya in Ayashi No Ceres with eyes of the deepest, darkest blue out there, like the ocean. But she hated looking like her mother, the one who never held her, who only cared about herself and her husband. She blocked those images from her head, clapped her hands and the lights went dim.
Soon, she was asleep.
The next morning, she was awakened by one of her maids.
"Miss Jennifer, it's time for school." the little woman who was hovering over her explained.
Jennie nodded sleepily and sat up. She walked over to where her uniform had been set out and picked it up. Then she walked over to her bathroom. She always woke up extrememly early to make sure that by the time school started, she was perfect. She soaked in her gigantic bathtub for 30 minutes, shaved her legs, washed her and conditioned her hair with the best hair products money could buy, had her hair styled by her own professional stylist (though she wore it the same way almost all the time, down and straight. Angled towards her face. Sometimes in a half ponytail, pigtails, a ponytail, a messy bun, or hair half down half up in pigtails...but seeing her like that was only when she wasn't in the uniform)
Once her hair was done, she had her make up, eyebrows and nails done by Mina, her nail/make up artist and then put on her clothes.
The uniforms of the rich girls were somewhat different than the uniforms of girls who weren't. The rich girls had a short sleeve collared, tight fitting shirt, with a short forest green plaid skirt and a sweater having the school emblem on one side. They wore knee high socks and black mary jane shoes. They often wore the sweater tied around their waists except for when it was cold. The girls of normal class wore a green long sleeved button down top and knee length skirt with a blue tie, they also wore knee high socks, but their shoes were simple brown loafers.
Rich boys wore khaki pants (pulled down low enough to expose their boxers if you pulled up their shirts) held to their waists with brown belts. Their shirts were short sleeve white button downs that they left untucked and they had green blazers that they rarely ever brought to school. They wore brown Lugz® shoes and their hair however they wanted. Regualr class boys had the same outfit, but wore loafer shoes and their pants on their waist with their shirts tucked in. They had to wear their blazers and ties at all times.
When Jennie had finished getting ready, she rode the elevator down to the first floor of her mansion and grabbed the banana peach smoothie that her cook always made fresh for her every morning for breakfast. She walked out to her car and pulled out of her driveway after waving goodbye to her guard.
When she got to school, her friends Mimi Tachikawa (a strawberry blonde with amber eyes and a quirky personality) and Dianna "Di" Kinomoto (a golden blonde with green eyes and a rude personality who is Jennie's best friend) were waiting at her locker.
"What took you so long Jenn?" Di asked, nosy as usual.
"Mina used the wrong color of polish so she had to start over. Lucky for me she at LEAST did my make up and eyesbrows right...." Jennie complained.
"I'm sooo happy I got the best designer out of the three of us." Mimi chirped. "Nana does a fabulous job no matter what!"
Jennie smiled. "Maybe I should pay her double so she can come work for me. You can have mine!"
Jennie and Di giggled.
"I'd rather not..." Mimi replied at their idea of a joke. "You know I take pride in my nails, they're beautiful, and if anyone touched them other than Nana, I'd die! Nana does perfect eyebrows too, she's a genius!"
"Mine is perfect, you know the rules at my house. If the workers aren't PERFECT, they get fired immediately and replaced just as quickly as they were fired." Di told them.
Mimi and Jennie rolled their eyes. "We know Di..." they replied sarcastically.
Soon, Matt Ishida (ice blue eyes, spiky blonde hair, reserved in personality, but a talented singer/songwriter/guitarist) and Tai kamiya (brown eyes, wild brown hair, wild personality to match) joined up with the girls. Matt immediately went to Jennie and kissed her.
"I'm sorry about yesterday." he whispered and handed her a red rose.
She smiled. "Apology accepted, but you owe me." she replied, then thought. "Hmmm, perfect, I didn't even have to apologize. Maybe today won't be so bad."
Tai eyed her. He was head over heels for her since he met her in 8th grade. He lusted for her, he wanted to make her do all kinds of things with him.
"Mr. Kamiya, dirty thoughts aren't always thoughts when your actions make them ever so obvious..." Di whispered, sending chills down his spine.
He noticed what she was talking about after looking down and walked cooly to the bathroom.
Jun had just arrived at school, looking like a trainwreck. Her brown hair stood practically on end, her uniform wasn't ironed, and her socks had grass stains on them. She smoothed out her skirt as best as she could as Tai shot her a weird look, then walked down to her locker to find her friends, which weren't there...as usual. As she fiddled with the combination, she noticed Matt talking to his friends. She sighed at him then noticed HER.
"Jennie Reid, what a joke..." she mumbled under her breath.
Jennie noticed Jun staring at her boyfriend and shot her THE dirtiest look known to humankind. That put Jun back in her place immediately. Jennie smiled, proud of herself and then got back into the conversation. Di decided that it was time to go find the rest of the clique. Matt grabbed Jennie's hand and they began to walk. People murmuring about how "cute" they were together and stuff. Jun continued to watch, noting the way Jennie acted. Hopefully her plan would work...
By CheerAngel3586
Genre: Drama with a little bit of humor...like one minute you'll be caught in suspense, then you'll be laughing, then crying...It's clever the way it was written!
New Characters: Dianna Kinomoto (Pronounced DeeAnna...or for short Dee=Di, age 16, blonde hair, green eyes, 5'2, skinny) Spencer Akane (age 16, spiky brown hair, hazel eyes, 5'11, muscular, looks like Abercrombie model ::drools:: named after my best guy friend who moved away ::cries:: but last names were changed!) Alex Ried (Jennie's brother age 19, spiky dark brown hair, saphhire blue eyes, 6'1, former soccer player named after my cousin Alex, who I wish was my brother because he's so COOL!) Josh Tashihara (age 17, highlighted spiked forward blonde hair, blue eyes, surfer, 5'11, muscles... ::drools again:: named after my sexy man...lol, I dated him, don't worry, I'm not falling for my characters! ::sighs:: I dumped him and want him back but he's a good friend now so...it's possible! again, last name not the same in real life) Jennie Reid (5'1, 96lbs (yeah, she's tiny...so am I, got a problem? lol), golden hair, sapphire blue eyes)
Rating: R; for content and language *Warning~A little bit of fooling around
involved...I NEEDED a break from innocence!
Reason for writing and explaination for dragging it out in the beginning; The reason I wrote this story is to show how characters build. And originally, it was called "Diary of a stalker" but...Jun Isn't exactly a stalker the whole story...so the old title was dropped... In the story, Characters are introduced and aren't what they seem...the first chapter is pretty stupid, but essential...
The first few chapters kinda drag out, so the beginning is kinda boring, but trust me, it gets better later on like most books do. The beginning drags out because it's essential for me to introduce each character and make their intentions clear! Plus I started this story my freshman year...Which was forever ago! And I had less writing experience...but now it's done and now that I'm a junior, it's BETTER!!! ::cheers for self:: Okay, so enjoy!
Description: Being wanted and being LOVED are two entirely different things. What's a girl to do when everything she is prevents her from having emotion at the cost of losing her life if true feelings get exposed? See life from two different sides as this girl decides what's more important. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Chapter 1: Opposites
"The one and only thing I love more than anything in
this world is a person. His name is Matt Ishida."
Mr. Hamasaki sipped his coffee as he read the last report he had to grade before he went home. This one was by Jun Motomiya, a junior. He had to admit that she was a good student, but not very bright. It had been a long day and the kids had driven him crazy. Little did he know was that his day was about to get much, much worse. He rolled his eyes at the stupid little things she said about Matt, another student of his who did a report on his guitar. (Matt was a sophomore, but in a junior class because he had taken English honors 1 as an eighth grader.) But in the second paragraph, what she said made him fall out of his seat.
"I know it sounds weird. But at night, when everyone is asleep, I sneak out of the house and walk the five blocks to Matt's house. I made a copy of his house key."
His eyes widened and he put her paper down. This was beyond creepy. He decided to give the damn girl an "A" and go home.
That night, Jun sat at her desk, scribbling in her diary as usual. This time, she had direct plans to replace Matt's girlfriend.
"Dear Diary, I can't believe it! Matt has a girlfriend! They've been together for FIVE MONTHS and I didn't even know about it! She's a little sophomore tramp named Jeniyfer or whatever. Grrr, he chose a cheerleader over me! It seems like she's sad though...Like something's wrong...Are cheerleaders supposed to be that way? I hope not because i'm trying out! I need to be like her if I want Matt's attention...plus I don't care about her anyway! She's dirt in my eyes... Well, bedtime, love ya, Jun"
She closed the book and went to bed, her mind full of thoughts about things she noticed and what she felt. Having absolutely no clue what went on in the mind of one of the most saught after girls in the school.
~*~*~*~*~
Jennifer Brianna Reid lay in her oversized bed, flashbacks of the day's occurences fresh in her head. Her sapphire eyes were filled with tears, knowing that her true feelings could never show. She had to be numb, because she was in a clique that forbade emotions of any kind. Here she was, wanted and admired by all, and yet, loved by none.
~*~*~Flashback~*~*~
"It's rediculous!" she shouted at her boyfriend. "Love me? PLEASE! You know damn well that Di put you up to this to test me!"
"Damnit Jennie! Why don't you know a good thing when you have it!? I DO love you! With all my heart! Why can't you see it?" he told her, his blue eyes filled with pain.
"I can't be in love and be loved back, it doesn't work that way." she murmured and ran off, tears streaming down her face.
~*~*~End Flashback~*~*~
Truthfully, she DID love him, but her circumstances forbade it. He knew very well that the clique that they resided in DID NOT let two people fall in love and stay together. If they ever fell in love, it would all be over. He knew it as well as she did, so why did he tell her that? Why did he LIE?
Those thoughts repeated over and over in her head. But she had to forget them before the next day, she had to look cute for Matt to get him to accept her apology. After all, she was brainwashed to think that looks were the most essential thing in the universe next to fashion, money and cleanliness. She had all of that, having had everything she ever wanted that money could buy since the day she was born. She was becoming her mother, a classic beauty; remeniscent of Aya in Ayashi No Ceres with eyes of the deepest, darkest blue out there, like the ocean. But she hated looking like her mother, the one who never held her, who only cared about herself and her husband. She blocked those images from her head, clapped her hands and the lights went dim.
Soon, she was asleep.
The next morning, she was awakened by one of her maids.
"Miss Jennifer, it's time for school." the little woman who was hovering over her explained.
Jennie nodded sleepily and sat up. She walked over to where her uniform had been set out and picked it up. Then she walked over to her bathroom. She always woke up extrememly early to make sure that by the time school started, she was perfect. She soaked in her gigantic bathtub for 30 minutes, shaved her legs, washed her and conditioned her hair with the best hair products money could buy, had her hair styled by her own professional stylist (though she wore it the same way almost all the time, down and straight. Angled towards her face. Sometimes in a half ponytail, pigtails, a ponytail, a messy bun, or hair half down half up in pigtails...but seeing her like that was only when she wasn't in the uniform)
Once her hair was done, she had her make up, eyebrows and nails done by Mina, her nail/make up artist and then put on her clothes.
The uniforms of the rich girls were somewhat different than the uniforms of girls who weren't. The rich girls had a short sleeve collared, tight fitting shirt, with a short forest green plaid skirt and a sweater having the school emblem on one side. They wore knee high socks and black mary jane shoes. They often wore the sweater tied around their waists except for when it was cold. The girls of normal class wore a green long sleeved button down top and knee length skirt with a blue tie, they also wore knee high socks, but their shoes were simple brown loafers.
Rich boys wore khaki pants (pulled down low enough to expose their boxers if you pulled up their shirts) held to their waists with brown belts. Their shirts were short sleeve white button downs that they left untucked and they had green blazers that they rarely ever brought to school. They wore brown Lugz® shoes and their hair however they wanted. Regualr class boys had the same outfit, but wore loafer shoes and their pants on their waist with their shirts tucked in. They had to wear their blazers and ties at all times.
When Jennie had finished getting ready, she rode the elevator down to the first floor of her mansion and grabbed the banana peach smoothie that her cook always made fresh for her every morning for breakfast. She walked out to her car and pulled out of her driveway after waving goodbye to her guard.
When she got to school, her friends Mimi Tachikawa (a strawberry blonde with amber eyes and a quirky personality) and Dianna "Di" Kinomoto (a golden blonde with green eyes and a rude personality who is Jennie's best friend) were waiting at her locker.
"What took you so long Jenn?" Di asked, nosy as usual.
"Mina used the wrong color of polish so she had to start over. Lucky for me she at LEAST did my make up and eyesbrows right...." Jennie complained.
"I'm sooo happy I got the best designer out of the three of us." Mimi chirped. "Nana does a fabulous job no matter what!"
Jennie smiled. "Maybe I should pay her double so she can come work for me. You can have mine!"
Jennie and Di giggled.
"I'd rather not..." Mimi replied at their idea of a joke. "You know I take pride in my nails, they're beautiful, and if anyone touched them other than Nana, I'd die! Nana does perfect eyebrows too, she's a genius!"
"Mine is perfect, you know the rules at my house. If the workers aren't PERFECT, they get fired immediately and replaced just as quickly as they were fired." Di told them.
Mimi and Jennie rolled their eyes. "We know Di..." they replied sarcastically.
Soon, Matt Ishida (ice blue eyes, spiky blonde hair, reserved in personality, but a talented singer/songwriter/guitarist) and Tai kamiya (brown eyes, wild brown hair, wild personality to match) joined up with the girls. Matt immediately went to Jennie and kissed her.
"I'm sorry about yesterday." he whispered and handed her a red rose.
She smiled. "Apology accepted, but you owe me." she replied, then thought. "Hmmm, perfect, I didn't even have to apologize. Maybe today won't be so bad."
Tai eyed her. He was head over heels for her since he met her in 8th grade. He lusted for her, he wanted to make her do all kinds of things with him.
"Mr. Kamiya, dirty thoughts aren't always thoughts when your actions make them ever so obvious..." Di whispered, sending chills down his spine.
He noticed what she was talking about after looking down and walked cooly to the bathroom.
Jun had just arrived at school, looking like a trainwreck. Her brown hair stood practically on end, her uniform wasn't ironed, and her socks had grass stains on them. She smoothed out her skirt as best as she could as Tai shot her a weird look, then walked down to her locker to find her friends, which weren't there...as usual. As she fiddled with the combination, she noticed Matt talking to his friends. She sighed at him then noticed HER.
"Jennie Reid, what a joke..." she mumbled under her breath.
Jennie noticed Jun staring at her boyfriend and shot her THE dirtiest look known to humankind. That put Jun back in her place immediately. Jennie smiled, proud of herself and then got back into the conversation. Di decided that it was time to go find the rest of the clique. Matt grabbed Jennie's hand and they began to walk. People murmuring about how "cute" they were together and stuff. Jun continued to watch, noting the way Jennie acted. Hopefully her plan would work...