PAIN WITHOUT LOVE

Randy Orton stood outside on the deck of his home. To Randy this was his happy time. A time of his own. The sun was about to rise. The world was just about to wake. Only Randy's. He smelled the ocean, heard the seagulls, felt the warm morning breeze. Randy Orton was at peace.

At this time the future was his and John's. Even after last night he still loved his husband. Randy was so confused as to why John hurt him. Nothing made any sense.

Randy looked down at himself. He stood out on the deck in his favorite sweat pants. He had no shirt on, it was then that he saw them, the dark purple, and blue bruises that painted his skin. It was at that moment that his happy time was evaporated. Something was wrong with his beloved husband, his Dimples.

"God the sky is so beautiful. Thank you for another amazing sunrise. And God thank you for letting me see today. Thank you for letting me live through last night. And God please forgive John. For again I know he didn't mean it. He couldn't have God. I know it! If he did he wouldn't have forced sex on me." Begging he cried, "Please God what is wrong with him?" Randy prayed his prayer. Praying and his faith in God was how Randy keeps going. That and he had the most amazing, loving, and wonderful husband. Well until last night any way.

"Hey babe what are you doin out here?" John Cena still slurred. John came out onto the back deck with a bottle of water in his hand. Randy jumped when he heard him. "Dimples you scared me!" Randy softly smiled. John had never joined Randy on the deck before. Not at this time of day, Randy's time.

Randy's heart started to race It always did when john was around. He automatically lowered his head to the ground being shy. That was one of the things John loved about Randy. How Randy was so timid around him. Randy was never that way around any one else. Randy was still confused about last night. He was not sure what was going on with John. Randy didn't know how to find out.

"H..hey dimples" Randy tried his best to speak. He was totally taken aback. "I was just getting, uh, I..I thought I heard something out here." Randy softly replied. "Well what was it?" John asked rudely "I don't know." Randy replied carefully. Randy could tell that whatever was making John act the way he did last night was still having an effect on John.

"I..I'm sorry I .." Randy was cut off by John grabbing his arm very hard. Randy gasped John's grip was so tight that it would leave a bruise. "Do not ever get out of our bed without asking! Do you understand me? I do not give a shit what you thought you heard! If I wake up again and find you not there. You will be punished! Do you understand me Randy?" John screamed. Then John took his right hand and hit Randy as hard as he could. "P..pl..please forgive me john I won't do it again" Randy cried.

"Get your fuckin ass to bed you are so lucky that I'm tired or you would have to pay!" John proclaimed. Randy was in shock. John has never hit him in the face before. Randy wanted John to calm down. Something was so wrong with John. In Randy's shock and awe he thought that it would be best to just do as John said.

Randy followed John back to bed. Not that he had a choice. John still had him by his upper arm. John walked back over to the bed and shoved Randy very hard. Randy tripped and fell to the floor instead. He winced in pain, his ass still very sore from last night.

"Bed now!" John yelled. Randy did not know what to say. He just gave John an angry and confused look and stood up slowly. Randy climbed back into the bed with John. Once they were settled in, Randy decided that he was going to try to get some answers from John.

Randy needed to know what was going on with the man he loved. Randy was going to stand by the vows they took on their wedding day. For better or worse. Yes right now was the worst it had ever been between them, but Randy was not giving up on John. Randy had promised before God that he would stand by John no matter what. Randy's faith in God and his "Dimples" was why he would never leave John.

Randy turned towards John to ask him why he was acting the way he is. Only to see that John had passed out. Randy decided to risk It. So he gently climbed out of bed. The bed side lamp was still turned on, on John's side of the bed. Randy gently padded across the floor to the table. He carefully opened the drawer. Randy was looking for any thing he could find that might explain why John was acting this way.

Not finding anything he went over to Johns Gym bag. Finding only John's wrestling attire, I pod, and two bottles of water. Randy sighed and slowly climbed back into the bed. Randy promised himself that later today. When John woke up that he would get the answers he so desperately wanted.

Would he find those answers or hell instead?

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