Yuki's Love.
What will unrequited love make him do?
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CHAPTER I : I'd Rather.
I'd rather not know. They're lovers now. I wish I didn't know. It hurts when I see them together. They didn't tell anyone. But the way they look at each other and the way that Baka Nekko behaves. You know when people are in love, they to mellow a bit. His temper, he doesn't seem to be so irritated when it rains. He doesn't seem to want to argue with me anymore. Neither do I. I can't stand the sight of him. Every time I see him, he reminds me of the fact I'd rather not know…..
I regretted the day I accidentally stumbled on them. They were….kissing. I remember the pain in my heart. I was upset. Like I mentioned earlier I'd rather not know. I can't accept the fact that she chose him over me. I can't come to terms that I had lost to him. That stupid cat.
I don't understand what she sees in him. I don't understand at all. Kyo is nothing but a bad luck magnet. Clumsy. Foolish. Simply, he's all brawns no brains. Nil. Tohru is sweet and beautiful, the complete opposite. When they're going out they ask me to join them. I decline. I'm not going to be a lamppost. The invitation isn't sincere. They just don't want people to suspect.
The truth hurts so much. The rejection, unmentionable. Even to this day I'm hoping that she would realize how I feel. I love her. She never will. It would never cross mind that I had such feelings towards her. I still call her Honda-san not Tohru-kun even though she calls me Yuki-kun and not Sohma-kun anymore. I'm just pinning on unrequited love. To love and be unloved. Not reciprocated.
I would never have such an emotional turmoil if I simply didn't know that they are… lovers. I wish I could erase my memories or even turn time back. Anything……… as long as I don't know about it. I'd rather not know.
I'd rather die.
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