A/N: This popped into my head and wouldn't leave. I couldn't sleep, so I went ahead and typed it out. let me know what you think.
A Letter To Jason
Dear Jason,
I have thought about this over and over and over again, and I am sure of what I am about to write. I kept trying and trying to find a reason for us not to be together other than the obvious one: your line of work. But you have always made a point to protect those close to you, and I know you would stop at nothing to keep us safe. Because no matter what I love you and I love my boys; you love me and you love Jake and Cam.
People say that strength comes in numbers, and my strength comes from you. My constants, the ones who keep me grounded, are diminishing. Even though we've been apart I am still in love with you and I can only hope you're still in love with me. The longer we are apart the more I realize how much I love you, and every day I remember everything you have done for me and the boys. And every day I remember more of your quirks that keep me loving you. Like how you only smile when you are extremely happy. Or how you can always tell when I'mupset or excited or all the other things I feel in your presence. I understand how you don't want anyone to wind up hurt because of a desicion we made to be together. But what if something were to happen to Jake and you never got to spend time with him as a father.
Jake looks like you more and more every day. Pretty soon it will be hard to keep everyone believing that he is Lucky's son. That was what finally convinced me to sit down and write this out. One of these days one of your enemies is going to put the pieces together, but we could get the upper hand and get everything settled before anyone is to find out. I can't force you into anything, Jason, but at the rate things are going who knows what could happen in the future.
I love you, now and always,
Your Elizabeth
A/N: One-shot. please. review.