Chapter 1
Where Did This Come From?
"What's the point of me being here?", is all I think while I'm hiding in the attic of my home. These thoughts all started when I could no longer see my sister-in-laws' future. I am not needed in this house with so many people pushing me into seeing visions that are not going to happen. These past days, I have spent my time either in this attic or behind a couch.
"Alice?", I heard my beloved mate call my name.
"Yes?", was all I could answer back.
"Are you OK because I sense that you feel sad and regretful?"
"Yes I'm fine, don't come in.", I couldn't let him see how frustrated I was, I know it will just hurt him as much. The thoughts just kept coming back to me over and over and over again. Maybe I could go to the Volturi, they would definitely be ecstatic of my being there. Just as I finished the thought I heard a hiss down stairs, most likely from my brother reading my thoughts. I know he had a lot on his mind and didn't need his sister thinking about leaving them or worse.
I started feeling worse as the days past, and as my feelings grew more depressed the more my thoughts led to suicide.
"Alice, we need you down here right now!", ordered Edward. I quickly took a shower and got dressed in about 5 minutes thanks to my vampire speed.
"Can you please stop with the disturbing thoughts! Where did this all come from? Whats important is that we need to know if you can see if Bella will be fine until the end of this week because her heart beat is slowing down throughout the day since the placenta is feeding on her blood. Jacob, Seth, and Leah are now their own pack and are protecting us since Sam and the others want to attack. I need to stay linked to them and will need great concentration. It will be awfully nice of you if you could assure me that Bella and the placenta will be fine so that I can concentrate better without worrying about them or you!"
"You know I can't see there futures so clearly Edward. The only results are major headaches and you know that!"I yelled tired of his excuses no mater what they are.
"Try." He pleaded in a whispered.
I tried as hard as I could until I felt I had no more energy until small glimpses started showing until they faded because of my lack of strength.
"I can't, I told you this would happen..."
"Try harder Alice! you almost had it I read it threw your mind you hardly tried!" He screamed in my face while cutting me off.
This hurt to see him scream at me like this. The whole family was there in less than a minute.
"Since I don't try hard enough for you why don't you find someone who can! Apparently none of you need me, I'm useless!" I growled as loud as it would let me, then I did the only thing that I thought of, I ran away.