Disclaimer: Well I dont Own Harry Potter, I wish I did Especially Dan Radcliffe. But I do own the Character Kat in this story. Just to let you know at least one of those things was brillantly thought up. The story rating NC-17, Just to let you all know. IT IS GRAPHIC. first Chapter only though ehh for now.

The summer at the dursleys were going as slowly as harrys mind. He was getting so tired of Duddley constantly picking on him, though he was afraid harry was going to give him another ton tongue toffee. Harry couldnt wait to get back among all his friends and back to school. He was so tired of uncle vernon's antics and aunt petunia bossing him around constantly, But most of the summer he was thinking about sirius and how he could have possibly prevented his death. If he would have actually took the alchemly classes seriously.

He recieved very few letters because everyone seemed to be busy during these holidays and usually sirius wrote him but not today, not lately, not anymore. He closed his eye's as he felt a warm tear penetrate from his eye, he was crying it wasn't the only time. Harry moved and wiped the tear away with his shirt sleeve, he was so afraid of what dudley would say had he actually came upstairs and seen him crying. Very unfortunate that this perticular boy could not just leave him alone for a moment of peace and quiet.

Yet there was a soft knock at his door, who could this be, he sniffled unknowingly that the person who was outside his door could hear the soft distant sound of his heart breaking, for he had lost the only person who would ever be parent material to him. "Come in" he said weakly, for this day in time it would be a day closer to his return to his beloved hogwarts, but this wouldn't be the same without Sirius, and his constant warnings of certain going-ons. The door opened and a very timidly a head poked around it, "Harry can I... " she stopped seeing the redness of his eyes. "Aww baby, you were thinking about Sirius again weren't you?" She said in a calming motherly tone.

Kat was the only one Harry would ever show the emotion of crying to, she would not judge him on his occasional feminine side. She smiled softly at him, "come here." She said closing the door gently and walked over to him, He hugged her and sniffled once more. The pain he had from losing Sirius was far beyond anything that he could really face alone. She kissed his forehead gently, "Im here for you and always will be." She smiled.

Its been years they'd have been together Kat knowing Harry inside out backwards and forwards always knew the exact things to say when he needed them the most. Harry looked up in to her crystal blue eyes, sniffled again but this time smiled.

"I've missed you greatly Kat." he said taking a small deep breath to try to get the emotions to stop just for even a few minutes. He ran his hand gently through her locks of dark mahagonay colored hair.

She smiled and him and pulled him into a passionate kiss, pulling away, only to say "I've missed you too." she looked at him sincerely, as he led her over to his bed in his room at private drive. Being ever so quiet so his evil aunt and uncle wouldn't hear. He pulled her onto his lap as he sat down. "You don't know the countless amount of times I wanted to come to Paris to find you, the summer was just taking what seemed like an eternity not having you near me." he kissed her neckline gingerly, planting strong but firm kisses as he went.

"We'll it wasn't any fun with out you either." she said moaning slightly in to his kisses, she could feel her leg tingle with the sensations that drew from within his touch.

She shivered and returned his gratitude twenty times in full. Her breathing quickened and she felt herself becoming arroused greatly. "Oh harry" she moaned feeling that she was falling, and falling fast. The room around her swirled and it was only them there was no walls, no beginnings and no endings.

She looked in to his heavenly green eyes, feeling the fulfillment she was recieving from just a glance. His eyes studying hers, as though she was a masterpiece, that one nobody could touch, but him. The Excitement over whelmed him, for he gasped quietly feeling himself growing with desire just to touch her more. He reached for the bottom of her shirt, and she put her hands up, so he had a better way of taking this off of her.
He casually threw this to the floor, not taking his eyes off of her, he was burning with the satisfaction of her being so close to him, her touching him. She was the cure that he needed to bring himself back to earth. She moved her hands around his neck and then up the back of his neck through his hair, he was ever so used to the tingling sensation it brought to him, the yearning only growing more rapidly second by second.
His breaths quickened at a steady pace as he moved his hand down to the skirt she was wearing, his hands traveling up her tighs and then back down slowly. She shivered and her body tensed up, this would be the first time, they would make love. She nervously reached down for the bottom of his shirt and pulled it up and over his head throwing this diligently to the floor along side her own piece of clothing.

Her hands running slowly down his chest, she came into kiss him only to find her self falling foreward onto him. She went foreward kissing him gently at first and then more rapidly tongues galivanting through each others mouth as though it was a dance. she felt his hands run along her sides and behind her back to her bra clasp, the clasps gave way and it fell with grace as he threw it to the floor.

He smiled at her, his dreams and fantasy's were all going to come true in just a matter of moments. He ran his hands up her stomach and to her breasts cupping them gently, He gasped again only to feel himself growing beneath her. He was overcome with her presence, and couldn't stand it anymore. He tore the skirt from her body leaving her with a look of panic. "Sorry, this anticipation is just killing me." He said now staring at the next obsticle in his way, her panties.

He was now looking at a whole new view of her one that had been hiden from him for the past 3 years of dating her. He smirked sexily at her and thought, "why does their have to be so many layers, why can't there just be two." he concentrated on her body, the belveolant curves. Taking his hand slowly up her sides and around her front then making the same trail back and down. He was growing yet again, him about reaching his full state of erectness. "I..." he stopped instantly looking at her, what was he to say at a time like this?

Kat feeling the awkwardness working her hands down to his pants to the belt that held them in place, shaking from paranoia, nervous that something was going to go wrong. She smiled at him hiding her fears and slowly undoing his belt and working on his button of his pants. She watched him for signs of discomfort, for the signs of him changing his mind, but she saw nothing. She shrugged undoing the zipper and easing the pants off his body.

He smiled he was so close to finally taking their relationship to the next level, maturing their relationship fully. A sudden sense of relaxation drifted over his body, a feeling he had not felt at all since sirius died. Why was he thinking about sirius at a time like this, he started to wonder himself as he felt her hand move to the elastic of his boxers and with out further notice, they to become part of the mess on his floor.

He looked down at himself, turning slightly red in his cheeks. What if she changed her mind about him, what if other complications were to arrise and things went horribly wrong. But to him nothing mattered, if it happened it happened. There was just no way in stopping it. He looked at her, she was biting her lip the sign of nervousness for her, he couldn't believe it was coming down to the the final layer of clothing, the final obsticle in his course he was going to finish, and he was to come in first place.

This excited him more then anything reaching for the elastic and slowly sliding her thong off of her. He looked up at her seeing for any retortion or mind changing, none came from her. In a way he was happy she wasnt changing her mind, but in another way the thoughts flooding into his head, what if she isnt ready? what if something goes wrong? These questions were flooding endlessly and he knew in the back of his mind when he had a feeling something wasnt going to go right, he was absolutely positive, never had his predicition failed to lead him to another dissappointment in his life.

He slowly tossed the thong to the floor, and continued on to his path of discovering another few inches of Kat. His fingers traveling down her stomach, to the middle of her tighs the warm moist spot inbetween. Slowly spreading the opening apart and sticking two fingers in slowly taking them in and out. She bit her lip trying to not let the moan of pleasure escape her. Her contentment showed on her face, and he could see she was enjoying this very much.

He smiled and pushed in harder, moving his thumb to began the work on her clitirious, she again gasped. Hearing her being pleased turned him on even more, but he stopped and looked at her with the ok to continue on to plan two. She smiled at him and moved to lay looking up at him laying on her back on his bed. He now found himself biting his lip looking at her. "I dont want to hurt her." He thought positioning himself over top of her, "Slow harry slow" he said again to himself.

Kat looked at him with a smile, and gasped and he slowly eased himself into her, the slight trickle of blood fell to the sheets, she clung to his arm for a second getting used to the pain. She slowly started to breath normal and but still heavily for she was still in pain. Harry was also looking at her with concern contouring through his face, did he hurt her, god he would give anything not to ever hurt her. She for one was his soul mate, and they were destined to be together, as trawlaney had told them only months before.

Kat smiled at him, as he started to get into the whole motion and quickened his pace at a gradual speed. She was moaning harder by the second and after every other thrust or so. He was constantly looking back at the door to make sure no one was to walk in on them, that was his worst fear the only place hed ever known being taken from him and him thrown out unto the streets, though he had places to go.

The Weasley's for one though the house which looked big was tiny and cramped with 7 kids. Kat had been living with them ever since 2nd year, had come regularly to the muggle world to visit Harry. Ever since first year she lived with her mother's cousins parent's, but she hated it every second of it. She was a witch and she belonged in the wizarding world. Harry lost in his thoughts came back to focus on kat, and how beautiful she was. He had never seen such beauty, more inside then out.

Kat smiled pulling him to her kissing him with much force and passion. Harry going weak with the feelings rushing through his body, was he going to last,he had to give them both a memorable first time, he fought himself for mearly minutes. "Come on Potter dont let it go now." He said to himself panting with his heavy breathing. Kat's moans flooding his ear's bringing all his fantasys into reality. He loved her so much. He smiled "I love you Katarina."

She was panting hard and moaning, "I love you too Harry." she said in a quick breathe and then she saw him fall beside her. He closed his eyes trying to catch his breath. She laid there for a second her head swimming with what just happened. She felt him kiss her neck and she turned to look at him.