Who would ever suppose?

Who am I? Good question, I wish I knew the answer. I'm Grizabella, but like the song, what's in a name? Letters are. But what else?

I guess I have three names. To bad I'm only aware of one of them. Sure, I used to know, but now? Like I used to know happiness. They said old age makes you wiser. Not me, if anything it's gotten worse. All I know is that life isn't all it's cracked up to be. I'm sure you know of the Jellicles. I used to be one. I was shunned. Because I was different. I didn't want the same life. Every day Forever. I decided to leave. They never took me back, until now. I used to know everything. No one could make me do anything. I was young. I was stupid. I was me. Now, I'm old. And slow, And pathetic, And weak. I'm a wasted life. But at least I had one. I leave this world forever to go to a better place. What's better? How do they know it's better? I guess anything could be better than this. Someone said, death is the greatest adventure. Am I walking to death? Or, am I walking to life? .