Lost in Lust

DO not own Gravitation

This is a story about Ryuchi's love for His shuchan and all the hardships he must face so Shuichi will notice him as more than just a friend.

It was twenty minutes before Ryuichi and Shuichi were Scheduled to be on stage. Ryuichi was really hyped about singing on stage with Shuchan, he didn't quite understand it but whenever he sang with Shuichi it made him feel calm like he would be fine just as long as Shuchan was there singing along side him.

Ryuichi was running round back stage playing with Kumaguro pretending he was an aeroplane making crashing sounds "And reaooooooooooow CRASH" Ryuichi loved playing with Kuma it always made him happy when he was nervous or upset. Ryuichi ran down the hall and eagerly knocked on the door to the dressing room.

"Shuchan are you in there?" Ryuichi turned the knob on the dressing room door like an excited little child 'Kumachan and I are coming in," He pushed the door open to see his best friend and rival singer sitting hunched over on the couch, head slumped over and sobbing. Ryuichi couldn't believe it, excitement receded from his voice, all he could think about was protecting his Shuchan.

"Shuchaaaaan oh no what's wrong did someone eat your cake? Here hold Kuma he will help, he always makes me feel better." Ryuichi ran over to Shuchan still panting heavily from running round and playing with Kuma.

Shuichi looked up to see his idol sitting next to him with Kuma shoved in his face, he loved that about Ryuichi no matter what he always made him laugh or feel better even in the worst of situations. "Thanks a lot Ryuchan" he said whilst shakily grabbing Kuma and tightly hugging him.

"It's no problem Na no da, I would do anything to help my Shuchan." Ryu smiled. "So who ate your cake I will sort them ou_"

"It wasn't that it's just Yuki" Shuichi stopped Ryu mid sentence. He liked how Ryu jumped to the funniest conclusions it made him happy. Shuichi squirmed round to face his idol.

Ryuichi looked into those purple sparkling eyes of his best friend nothing could escape him there was seriously something up with Shuchan and he hated seeing his best friend like this, he needed to know...

"Uh Shuchan what did Yuki do?" Ryuichi wondered if he was heading towards bad territory by asking.

Shuichi looked up at his idol and decided that if he could tell anyone it would be Ryuchan, his best friend and the only one who didn't think he was an idiot from crying over something they didn't understand. Shuichi forcefully wiped the tears from his face he didn't want to be seen crying in front of his all time favourite idol.

"Well Yuki has been really distant lately and he's always either out or moody. Last night I tried to ask him why he was always moody just to try and help you know bu.. but" Shuichi burst into tears. Ryuichi grabbed his best friend and hugged him tightly.

"Everything is alright Shuchan I'm here" Ryuichi had dropped his little kid Façade and was serious, he was angry at Yuki for making Shuchan upset once again, this time it was worse he had never seen Shuchan this upset. Ryuichi turned Shuichi's face upwards and caressed his cheek, gently wiping away Shuichi's tears with his thump. Shuichi just smiled and regained his self control.

A small hiccup escaped Shuichi but he continued on. "He said it was none of my business and said I was annoying him and told me to leave and not come back he even took the key off me, I don't understand why though it makes no sense he has never done this before."Shuichi buried his face into his friend's chest and let his tears fall like never before.

Ryuichi was shocked by what Shuichi said he didn't understand himself, maybe Yuki was being his usual self or maybe there was something going on that he wouldn't tell Shuichi but that was no excuse for doing this to him. Ryuichi felt Shuichi's hot tears seep through his baggy black shirt and almost felt like crying himself.

"Shuchan it's alright you can stay at mine tonight and we will get all this sorted out OK?" Ryu smiled "Even Kuma wants you to stay."

Shuichi looked up at Ryuichi and just nodded he loved how his best friend could be so understanding. Hiro was never this understanding and they had been friends since they were kids.

"Now Shuchan let's get ready for the show" They both got up and got ready for the big concert tonight.

End of chap hope you like pleaze review (^/_\^)