Ok so my civics mid-term was so easy and I have 1 ½ hours left so I wrote this little drabble. Hope you like it :P and GOOD LUCK TO EVERY ONE WITH EXAMS!

Disclaimer: Only the song/poem thing belongs to me. The rest belongs to some Asian anime lover that created the sires.

Rating: k+

Warnings: Mild angst and a little dribble of blood. Nothing you can't handle!

As far as I can go

"Looking at you no

I'm feeling so sad."

I looked up ahead and saw him. He was chasing after Greta, his adopted daughter in the forest. Sadly, I'm not the other parent

"I realize I'm alone

You're what I could've had."

He turned around and smiled at me. I smiled back. I didn't hint or give off any impression about my feelings for him. He already has my brother to take care of him. To take care of all of him. I have had a plethora of chances to show him just how much I care. I know that, but I just can't bring myself to actually take my move. After she died, I promised myself that I would never love again. I regret that now.

"I'll get back on my feet

All on my own,"

He falls down and Greta screams. I rush over calling his name. He looks at me and I see blood dripping down his cheek. I help him up and carry him to the carriage.

"I'm in the backseat

Waiting for you to

Notice that I'm here

All by myself."

I bark orders to the driver to get back to the castle as fast as he could. He sat across from me with Greta holding his hand. I take a cloth and start wiping away the blood. I put pressure on it so it will stop bleeding soon.

"I'm fine. Don't worry about me," he protests as I am doing so.

"Head injuring always bleed a lot."

"I'm just another loner

Waiting for some love."

We get back to the castle and Gisela takes him to his room. I pace outside his door anxiously waiting, just like I always do. I'm waiting all by myself.

"Just can't get enough

Just can't get a bit,"

She comes out of the room and gives me the green light. I step inside the room and he's sitting up in bed. Gauze is taped to his cheeks.

"I'm fine! See? It's just a scratch!" he says with a smile.

I smile and walk over to his bedside. I kneal on one leg and I grab his small hand gently. He shoots me a questioning look.

I bring his hand up to my lips and I close my eyes. This is as far as I'm willing to push. This is as far as I'll ever get. And it tortures me every day.

"Of the suffering I know I can get

From you"