Old Habits Die Hard
This is my first fanfic so it's pretty lame! Feel free to critise but please phrase criticisms in a niceish sorta way! Yes, this story is going someway! And yes I do ramble!
*Abby's POV*
~I will never say I'm strong enough to be alone - Tonic~
I hate being alone. It's the worst feeling in the world. I'm empty and numb. I want him back and yet I'm not sure if I trust myself. Trust myself not to ruin things again.
Old habits die hard. Whoever said that hit the nail right on the head. I wish old habits would stay dead and buried. My life is a mess.
Broken.
My computer beeps - I have mail. Probaby junk I think until I see the name not 'the' name I'd prefer but close enough - Claire Jones. Claire went to high school with me, I've known her since forever it seems but we haven't been in contact much for a long while. She lives miles away and well I guess I thought I'd moved on from my old life. The life of pain and misery to gee a new life of pain and misery! Still I have fun with Claire. She understand me, she knows my past and she knows some of what my life is like now. You don't reveal everything in an e-mail, mostly we just talk about the day to day stuff or I moan about work and I used to moan about John. Seeing her name there makes me realise just how much I miss having someone who knows me, who I don't have to sugarcoat the truth from.
Hey Abby! Guess what! Your favourite person is coming to visit! Work offered me the chance of doing a couple of interviews! I know what you're thinking you busy with work and blah blah blah, but we are not leaving this any longer we are going to meet up and go out on a girl's night! I miss you so much! And seeing as the latest guy has left my life I can join your bitter with the world due to a broken heart! I've already persuaded Beth to come into town, she's living not to far away from you anyway. Not sure if you know that or not, but don't worry she sounded really excited, I'm sure we'll have a great time even with her. I've already looked into the nightlife!
It'll be great, we'll have fun and I'll call you once I finish work! You will come! Claire
Beth used to be friends with me to. I say used to because we really don't stay in contact. What can I say she irks me and I irk her. Still a night on the town is better than being at home along thining of him. Thiking of how I ruined things. Alcohol - my best friend and my worst enemy, why did I do it, why did I screw everything up. I wish I could promise myself I won't drink when we all meet up, but I can't, I'm so much weaker now I'm alone. I long to call his number just to hear his voice, but I can't because I know it'd only make me cry.
This is my first fanfic so it's pretty lame! Feel free to critise but please phrase criticisms in a niceish sorta way! Yes, this story is going someway! And yes I do ramble!
*Abby's POV*
~I will never say I'm strong enough to be alone - Tonic~
I hate being alone. It's the worst feeling in the world. I'm empty and numb. I want him back and yet I'm not sure if I trust myself. Trust myself not to ruin things again.
Old habits die hard. Whoever said that hit the nail right on the head. I wish old habits would stay dead and buried. My life is a mess.
Broken.
My computer beeps - I have mail. Probaby junk I think until I see the name not 'the' name I'd prefer but close enough - Claire Jones. Claire went to high school with me, I've known her since forever it seems but we haven't been in contact much for a long while. She lives miles away and well I guess I thought I'd moved on from my old life. The life of pain and misery to gee a new life of pain and misery! Still I have fun with Claire. She understand me, she knows my past and she knows some of what my life is like now. You don't reveal everything in an e-mail, mostly we just talk about the day to day stuff or I moan about work and I used to moan about John. Seeing her name there makes me realise just how much I miss having someone who knows me, who I don't have to sugarcoat the truth from.
Hey Abby! Guess what! Your favourite person is coming to visit! Work offered me the chance of doing a couple of interviews! I know what you're thinking you busy with work and blah blah blah, but we are not leaving this any longer we are going to meet up and go out on a girl's night! I miss you so much! And seeing as the latest guy has left my life I can join your bitter with the world due to a broken heart! I've already persuaded Beth to come into town, she's living not to far away from you anyway. Not sure if you know that or not, but don't worry she sounded really excited, I'm sure we'll have a great time even with her. I've already looked into the nightlife!
It'll be great, we'll have fun and I'll call you once I finish work! You will come! Claire
Beth used to be friends with me to. I say used to because we really don't stay in contact. What can I say she irks me and I irk her. Still a night on the town is better than being at home along thining of him. Thiking of how I ruined things. Alcohol - my best friend and my worst enemy, why did I do it, why did I screw everything up. I wish I could promise myself I won't drink when we all meet up, but I can't, I'm so much weaker now I'm alone. I long to call his number just to hear his voice, but I can't because I know it'd only make me cry.